Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Hoping it would be my last sem :D

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I really had a mixed emotions regarding on the first day of class this Second sem of my forth year in College,,, 
I want to be happy and glad like my other batchmates because it must be the last sem for us,, but unfortunately 
i didn't know what will be happening on us when we couldn't overload our subjects.. I really do hope for the best...

I know with GOD we could surpass it,, and i know GOD would touch their hearts so that we could join our other batch-mates 
in graduation time :D

 

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Believe in yourself

0 comments Posted by yen at 10:03 PM

Believe in yourself must be the first step in succeeding in whatever you want to be. If you fully believe in yourself that you could do whatever you want. Everything else will follow.


In the past years of my life, I've always doubted my capabilities in everything. I didn't actually believed that i can do it. I always become pessimistic when it comes to myself. I always see my negative side, bad habit, and a lot more. That's why it lowers my self confidence and self esteem. In my college life i stayed in mediocrity level. I've become contented on passing courses without deeply understanding it. 

Now, It makes me realized that i had a wrong mindset. I fed my subconscious mind negative things that why i became like this. So this is the time that i need to change.After reading some books and hearing some people comments about me. I 've realized that whatever people tells about you whether it is good or bad..Its up to you how you would handle it. Its a matter of ATTITUDE. It your own mindset and subconscious mind that will be followed. In fact you, yourself must decide,, you are the one who is responsible on your own choice,, so choose being optimistic all the way. so that, whatever comes along would be great. Always look on the brighter side of life. Deal with the reality that life is unfair. I know i could be better. I'll try harder to reach my goal in life.
I BELIEVE IN MYSELF... I could surpass every challenges that comes along,, I'll take every failure and treat it as a stepping stone in success. With good attitude, Determination, Hard-work,GOD,love of my family, and loving myself. I know there was brighter future ahead of me. 

 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

formspring.me

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Ask me anything http://formspring.me/uhlijjer

 

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

A Flash Back over the Phone

0 comments Posted by yen at 5:16 PM

I didn't expect that we would discussed things happens in the past. I thought it would be like just an ordinary conversation about certain things that's why he called me up. Talking with someone over the phone is natural but i didn't expect that we could last for 4 hours and it happens midnight till dawn. I miss those things in the past. I'm thankful also that this situation happens because we settled everything,, And all those questions in our minds were discussed. Now we laugh and miss those things happens way back..

 

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Friday, July 29, 2011

hi there! how was your day?

0 comments Posted by yen at 10:43 PM

hi there! how was your day?

Answer here

 

Thursday, July 21, 2011

DEPRESSED

0 comments Posted by yen at 10:56 PM

Napakabigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon matapos makita ang resulta ng THESIS DEFENSE. Ang totoo naiinget ako sa kanila dahil nakapasa sila. Napakaraming bagay ang tumatakbo sa isipan ko ngayon. Sobrang nanghihinayang ako sa pagkakataon, sa oras at panahon. Kung bakit ba kasi hindi ako naging motivated gumawa nung may oras pa. Aaminin ko nawalan ako ng ganang gumawa dahil..

1.Walang cooperation sa group namin.
2.Nakikita kong hindi sila gumagawa .. (naiinis ako pero ang mali ko dahil ako ang sumunod sa kanila) One of my friend told me, once ive said to him "ang pag-aaral nakakasira ng barkada" he told me "hindi dapat. Kasi kung may problema ang kabarkada dapat tulungan" when i've heard that may point siya. Kasi madami bagay ang nagyayari masama man o mabuti nasa tao parin yun kung panu niya ihahandle. 

Kung sana ginawa namin to as a group, with positive outlook at sinamahan ng prayer sigurado HAPPY din dapat kame ngaun. Sabi nga ng mga taong nakakaalam na ng situation ko ngayon. PRAYER + HARDWORK =SUCCESS. 

Alam ko naman hindi na maibabalik ang nasayang na panahon. Pero pwede pa naman siguro mabago ang lahat kaya hindi ko na din siguro kailangan kaawaan ang sarili ko dapat gumawa nalang ako ng paraan para maka graduate on time. 

Sobrang bigat talaga,, Ang hirap mag congratulate ng mga tao kapag malungkot ka, Masaya naman ako para sa kanila coz they deserve that but still ewan ko nga ba ,, 

Gustong gusto kung umiyak pero hindi na lumalabas e, nakatago lang.
Dapat maging positive ako ngayon ee,, kaso parang nawawalan na ko ng pag asa to surpass all this things. Things didn't happen the way i want to be. Super crooked lines na nga ung path ko ee,, hayz :'(

 

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Judgement DAY..

0 comments Posted by yen at 10:37 PM

10:36pm
7/14/2011


This must be our THESIS DEFENSE day,, but unfortunately as expected we didn't make it.
WHY?? because the truth is we didn't know how to finished the code for this system.
Actually this day i still bring my formal attire hoping that we could still present and wishing for a chance
but when we arrived in school. We got some news that there is one group who didn't make it, so we lose hope and we didn't try to present anything. The FACT that we know that if we continue presenting we will just put our own selves in shame.

I felt so much regret deep inside me,, maybe those people would see me smiling, think i didn't care much about this matter. But the truth is cried so much a week before because i lose hope. I have my own plans but now this THESIS thing is really a LIFE CHANGING MATTER. My goal of graduating on time were all ruined.. despite of all this things that happens today i was touched to those people who sympathies to us (it was like we lose someone) especially our friends who gives us so much advise. I hope we could still get another chance NEXT SEM so that we could still join then in graduation.

This was the result of the things we did before. We didn't give much priority to do this and now were suffering for the consequences.

I experienced MIXED EMOTIONS this day. Sadness,Regret,Presentiment,envy almost all the feelings was bad but the fact that there are people who talk to me this night I am so much touched. Now, im just convincing my self that everything happens for a reason and i know that GOD would help us on our journey. We must have more faith in him and Work hard for our dreams :)

 

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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Problems do come and go?

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this night i been regretted the things i've done past few months and until this very last day. Those action and behavior about a certain things leads me to what i am experiencing right now. If i just did the best that i can, maybe it wouldn't turn out things this badly. Every action has their own consequences and i must face it. I felt ashamed to myself. Deep inside me i am asking why??
why do i act like this?
why did i neglect those very important things?
why do i let things become complicated?
why do i messed up??
Why do i let myself be like them?
back from the very beginning i know it would turn out this bad,, but still i didn't do my best to fix things up.  now i am suffering for all the things ive done back then.
Then there's a lot more problems coming along at the same time. How could i handle those things when i know that solution for all of this problems are the things i neglected. :'(

 

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Thursday, May 26, 2011

A day worth Remembering

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This was my LAST DAY at Development Academy of the Philippines.
Actually earlier we don't have any plans what are we going to do...
Are we gonna Treat them? or we just give some Remembrance..
At Around 12 in the afternoon we decided to go to SM MEGAMALL
to buy some stuff to be given to our bosses.


This is My Cutest Pictures :))
Fire drill last week. The Blowout, The Remembrance and my super funny picture at the center and at the CR


This are the people whom i've meet during my 1 and a half month of stay at DAP

This is me @ work,,, I had SO much fun in this company,,, we did a lot of stuffs.


This was my Journey on DAP


We had some party before we leave then we gave our remembrance to them. Even it was very simple i know that they Appreciate it. Then we had some sharing. While I was talking my tears suddenly fell down. I like Ms.Elle so much she is the one who always give me works that are related to me. Mr. Jodann told us that when we entered the real world of business we couldn't apply everything we've learned on the four corners of the room. He also told us that don't a mediocre person we must not me contented being in the middle we must aim high if we can still aim and do it ,, climb up higher!. We also need to use our Common Sense always.. And Whenever there is an instruction always follow it so that even there's something wrong happened you are still on the right track.

I've Realized so much things this day :)
I will never forget them :)

 

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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

3rd DAY of OJT

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Super aga naming pumasok ayun wait wait again,,,
then after nun continuation of my unfinished task which is the FAQ's of (www.doh.gov.ph)
i've worked for it whole day..grabe parang ambilis ng oras nag OT pa ka nga kame ee,,
dahil dapat 5pm out namin pero 6pm na kame nakapag OUT ..
grabe naman kasi super bagal ng net ,,
as in! super!


mIxED EMOTIONS tong araw na to grabe!
-super work
-2nd thoughts?
-logger na net connections
-super freeze!
-super dress!
-TH
-Over Time
-Chitchats with BOSS
-naabutan ng rush hours..
-Split
-buy some stuff again..

then ang nakakatawang part was when we're eating at the pantry.
Ms.Sheryl: "eli natalbugan ka pa ni yen o"
Ms.Eli: Ang sabi ko lang is office attire nde ko sinabing talbugan mu ko.
Ms.Sheryl: so ang batayan nio is dapat hindi ka talbugan ?
Ms. Eli: ou naman sige kayo ibabagsak ko kayo,,

HAHA ang dami kong tawa,, grabe naman ang kukulit nila,, hehe XD

Eto may bago kasing OJTrainee. Kahapon ang sabi is GUY daw so excited tong si SIR JODAN.
Tapos kanina dumating na xa,, unang kita ko talaga sa kanya ang tanong ko na is "GUY ba talaga yan? parang hindi"
then etong si jean super pilit na na GUY daw... sabi ko sige tanungin natin xa? wag na daw,, so ayun nga,,
nag CR kame then ayun nagulat si jean dahil nasa female restroom din sya,, so ayun na natahimik na si jean heheXD nagulat pa nga ee

We had some chitchats with SIR JODAN regarding dun ulit sa bagong trainee.. sabi ni jean sir confirmed GIRL nga! sabi ni sir jodan, OU naman sa shoulder palang ee,,
ayun kung anu anu pa,, hehe nakakatawa pa nung ngpaalam kame sakanila whahahah!

ang nangyari this day sa KALENTONG pwedeng isama sa most embarassing moment: Muntik na kung mag SPLIT sa daan buti nalang nakahawak ako kei jean,,waaa grabe nakakahiya un kung nakataon ,, kayo ayun sa sobrang shyness "DONT LOOK BACK" ang drama! phew!

 

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Monday, April 11, 2011

my first day OJT experience

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-i woke up at around 5:30am but still i’m quite late..
-i felt like i just pass by the office because of my attire XD
-didn’t finished my work so i brought it home..
-i was excited to go home when the clock strike at 5pm
-we’ve waited approximately 1 and half hours for my thesis groupmates grrr!
-i ran out of money..
now im home.. and super tired but still i need to finished my work..

 

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

OJT HUNTING @makati

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March 29,2011

First we ride on PNR then we drop by at the Buendia Station
then We had a super walk in along the ayala streets,,

Yen

erica

jean

1st stop: CR at GREPALIFE
Shempre CR muna to prepare ourselves nakaslippers lang kasi kaya ngshoes pa..
then we pass our resume @ Grepalife
then we had our walk trip again then ..

2nd stop: RCBC PLAZA yuchengco museum..
tapos ayun magpasa daw kame ng resume sa
"WhiTe tower" then they game some instructions to go at that tower..
then after all the "tanungan portion with the guards to find that tower" when were already
at that place ,,, hmmm its "Y tower" not white tower! hahah super laugh kame,,
after we pass our resume,,
nakakatawa ang mga susunod na pangyayari ,,

4th Stop: MCDO
mei nakitang MCDO then dapat kakain na ,, pero ngCR lang si jean,,
after nun lakad ulit ,,lakad,, lakad,,, lakad,,, buti nalang at nakaslippers kame
then nung naramdaman na naming masakit na ang paa,, then stop,, then ride a jeepney,,
after 1- 2 minutes lang siguro baba na agad,, haha sayang konti nalang pala sumakay pa kame,,






may cute guy dito kanina sayang di napichuran >.<

5th Stop: G4
then ayun kumain kame sa glorieta4..
nakakatawa si jean ,, super order di naman pala kayang ubusin,,,
then after mag lunch OJT HUNT ulit,,,

6th Stop:Allied bank
ayun super intay pa kame kay papa ang kailangan pala is recommendation letter
at ayun ung wala kame ,, kaya hanap ulit nag iwan lang ng resume

7th Stop: PLDT
iwan lang ulit and have some chitchats with the workers there

8th Stop: BPI
ang kailangan naman is
-resume
-recommendation letter
-print out ng grades(dito ko mas kinabahan ee!)
so babalik nalang kame ,, ang cute nung kuya sa reception area  :)










9th Stop: ayun nakita na namin si bauzee,flor,nina at aaron at nagpunta kame sa kung saan cant remember na

10th Stop: watson
buy some girly stuff

the final stop is PNR ulit then IM HOME
super pagod this day but i had a great fun !

 

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Wednesday, March 23, 2011

100php Cellphone!

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Late afternoon after the defense in ISDM
we stayed at the chairperson's office then
Sheila excitedly told me that i won a cellphone
on a raffle draw in BIOSCI,,,

My first reaction was.. OH REALLY??? it is a JOKE??
then she pulled me then went on the 5th floor college of science faculty to confirmed it,,
THEN we went to the college of Science DEAN's Office to claim the price..

When the i already seen the cellphone that's the time i said,, "Wow this was my first time to won in a RAFFLE DRAW"
then the Dean asked me ,, How much is the ticket i bought the i said PHP100 ,,,
then she said "Congrats in just a PHP100 worth of ticket you've won a phone"

Because i Cried all night yesterday... This day was a blessing .. forget and move on that sh*t AUTOMATA!
(yeah! heheh weee...)

 

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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

A big failure! dAMN it!

2 comments Posted by yen at 10:21 PM

March 22, 2011
When i was on my way home,,
there's so much things thats runs in my mind..
What if? i was hit by a vehicle now?
What if? i was killed by a holdapper?
(if that happens maybe its better because i wouldn't have to explain my failure to my mom)
While i was here in our house.. i was thinkin' what if? i drink a lot of medicine,,?
hmmm i what to do something that i would be dead already,,
hush! this was my very first time,, i dont know what to do,,
that why its better if something bad will happen to me,,

This was the saddest part of my college life.
Why? Because it was my very first time to experience super FAILURE!
AUTOMATA i guess... damn it!
I passed design and analysis of algorithm with Prof.Ria Sagum
and i also passed the Db ADmin with the terror proffessor Joel Soccorro
but why now???  when i was on my 3rd yr with so much things that need to be accomplished,,
actually my really concern was the transcript of record and how could i explain it to my mom,,,

I know no one has to be blame on what had happened except myself.
but i couldn't believe on certain people around me,,

I think past 3 years ago there was a similar situation that happened like this.
When i took an entrance exam. I pray so hard,, went to churches every now and then.
Try so hard before the exam.. then after the exam when my mom asked me
"How was the test?" i answered hmmm "ayos naman madali lang"
hmmm unfortunately the result wasn't good

Me and my friend went to a church 2 days before the removal exam,,
I remembered when my friend asked me the same question after the removal exam
i also answered the exactly the same answer and also get the same result.
How come when i eagerly want it and pray for it,,, it always failed,,,

Actuallly when i was in school earlier ,,, i felt nothing ,,
but now when i was writing this,, tears are rolling down my face,,,

 

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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

First Thesis Defense

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My Thesis Groupmates

J4 and Friends 
This was our first time to have an oral defense
When we entered the room the atmosphere was good
but while having the q & a portion it changes a bit
to heavy. The panelist were asking for more functionality
about our system. but still were very thankful that
it turns out well :D
our prayers help us a lot ^^
GOD was really great all the time :D
We passed with minor revision

 

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Thursday, February 24, 2011

any questions?? wala nang pumapansin sakin sa FORMSPRING :(

0 comments Posted by yen at 9:38 PM

any questions?? wala nang pumapansin sakin sa FORMSPRING :(

Answer here

 

Sunday, February 20, 2011

BADTRIP !

0 comments Posted by yen at 8:23 PM

hay totoo pala yang excepted sa case study sa automata kapag natapos ang B.O.B
sana di ko nalang nalaman na alam ng isa kung friend ang tungkol jan sa consequence na yan.
I know that i dont have any rights to get angry but ,, the fact that she knows it and she didn't bother to tell us that thing,, IT MAKES ME FEELS UNEASY at BADTRIP talaga,, (ok alam ko sinabihan na wag sasabihin sa iba ,, ok fine!) but still nakakaines,, nakakabadtrip at basta lahat ng nakaka! sh*t!

i know my fault din kame regarding to that,, dahil nde nga nakapag intay.. hindi naman un yung point ko ,,
ang point ko ung alam ng isa samen pero di man lang ngwarning,, it makes me think about "selfishness"
hay ewan badtrip lang talaga ko,, kung tutuusin maliit na bagay lang to e,, sige kung ako nasa sitwasyon nia at sinabihan akong di dapat sabihin ang consequence na yan. SIGE nde ko sasabihin pero ill do something para nde umuwi friend ko para di masali sa consequence na yan ,, OK eto naman kung xa nasa sitch namen.. maybe she will feel the same ..

hay tama na nga ,, badtrip lang talaga kea nakapag blog dito  I HATE IT!

totoo BADTRIP ako!

 

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

now i can feel it! (CCMIT @ 25)

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CCMIT WEEK

4th day dun ko lang nafeel dahil ngayong lang pumasok


1st Activity : MARRIAGE BOOTH
WEDDING ni inay AUSTIN at itay JUSTIN
wow officially may tatay na kame ,,, sayang J3 di nio nakita,,
kami lang nila ERICA ung nakapanuod,,



2nd Activity : PHOTO BOOTH wow ha ang cuttttteeee :D
mashadong mabilis nga lang ang mga pangyayari but it turns out well







3rd Activity :FACE AND BODY PAINT
ayun NAPAGPRACTISAN??? tama ba ang term ,,,
mas matagal pa xang ginawa actually kesa nadisplay hehe :D
but still enjoy naman mei remembrance picture naman ee,, and
ok naman si ate :D



4th Activity : BASKETBALL
woooo! pwedeng matulong,,, walang ka thrill thrill dis tym ,,dahil sa kalaban nila
AYUN SHEMPRE PANALO! 3-2 boys + kuya contemplacion +unknown guy




5th Activity : BATTLE OF THE BANDS
yea yea rock rockan na! weee,,
20 bands ata yung sumali naks ! ok naman ,,
masaya,,

THIS YEAR KO LANG NAFEEELL NG BONGA ANG COLLEGE WEEK ..

 

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Sunday, February 13, 2011

2nd day of GPYC training

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Trekking adventure was really fun!

2ND DAY (ADVENTURE)


6am call time we went down at the daza then we transfer outside to perform the 
TONG IL MUDO (martial arts) HAAA! the instructor taught us the basic of self defense using martial arts. He said "THE FIRST THING YOU MUST DO IN THE MORNING IS TO EXERCISE EVEN IF YOUR HUNGRY" i think must live it by heart so that i could lose weight (my long long DREAMMMM)







some trip shots before cleaning the rooms






then we clean up our rooms after that,, 









TREKKING here we come ,, 
jog,run,slide,walk,climb,act like spiderwoman,duck walk, and a lot of pictures,,, 

i super love it :D





Were on the top of the POOL SIDE :D super love the view 




wantu girls :D


tri-tu family


wantu family


super walkaton



then walkaton to the swimming pool it was really a great experience :D










were enjoying the huge swimming pool 






After Swimming we had a boodle fight .. super nag enjoy ako sa food ang dami,at ang sarap !








i had a body pain but its all worth it :D

 

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Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Hoping it would be my last sem :D

Posted by yen at 8:42 PM 0 comments

I really had a mixed emotions regarding on the first day of class this Second sem of my forth year in College,,, 
I want to be happy and glad like my other batchmates because it must be the last sem for us,, but unfortunately 
i didn't know what will be happening on us when we couldn't overload our subjects.. I really do hope for the best...

I know with GOD we could surpass it,, and i know GOD would touch their hearts so that we could join our other batch-mates 
in graduation time :D

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Believe in yourself

Posted by yen at 10:03 PM 0 comments
Believe in yourself must be the first step in succeeding in whatever you want to be. If you fully believe in yourself that you could do whatever you want. Everything else will follow.

In the past years of my life, I've always doubted my capabilities in everything. I didn't actually believed that i can do it. I always become pessimistic when it comes to myself. I always see my negative side, bad habit, and a lot more. That's why it lowers my self confidence and self esteem. In my college life i stayed in mediocrity level. I've become contented on passing courses without deeply understanding it. 

Now, It makes me realized that i had a wrong mindset. I fed my subconscious mind negative things that why i became like this. So this is the time that i need to change.After reading some books and hearing some people comments about me. I 've realized that whatever people tells about you whether it is good or bad..Its up to you how you would handle it. Its a matter of ATTITUDE. It your own mindset and subconscious mind that will be followed. In fact you, yourself must decide,, you are the one who is responsible on your own choice,, so choose being optimistic all the way. so that, whatever comes along would be great. Always look on the brighter side of life. Deal with the reality that life is unfair. I know i could be better. I'll try harder to reach my goal in life.
I BELIEVE IN MYSELF... I could surpass every challenges that comes along,, I'll take every failure and treat it as a stepping stone in success. With good attitude, Determination, Hard-work,GOD,love of my family, and loving myself. I know there was brighter future ahead of me. 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

formspring.me

Posted by yen at 5:23 PM 0 comments
Ask me anything http://formspring.me/uhlijjer

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

A Flash Back over the Phone

Posted by yen at 5:16 PM 0 comments
I didn't expect that we would discussed things happens in the past. I thought it would be like just an ordinary conversation about certain things that's why he called me up. Talking with someone over the phone is natural but i didn't expect that we could last for 4 hours and it happens midnight till dawn. I miss those things in the past. I'm thankful also that this situation happens because we settled everything,, And all those questions in our minds were discussed. Now we laugh and miss those things happens way back..

Friday, July 29, 2011

hi there! how was your day?

Posted by yen at 10:43 PM 0 comments

hi there! how was your day?

Answer here

Thursday, July 21, 2011

DEPRESSED

Posted by yen at 10:56 PM 0 comments
Napakabigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon matapos makita ang resulta ng THESIS DEFENSE. Ang totoo naiinget ako sa kanila dahil nakapasa sila. Napakaraming bagay ang tumatakbo sa isipan ko ngayon. Sobrang nanghihinayang ako sa pagkakataon, sa oras at panahon. Kung bakit ba kasi hindi ako naging motivated gumawa nung may oras pa. Aaminin ko nawalan ako ng ganang gumawa dahil..
1.Walang cooperation sa group namin.
2.Nakikita kong hindi sila gumagawa .. (naiinis ako pero ang mali ko dahil ako ang sumunod sa kanila) One of my friend told me, once ive said to him "ang pag-aaral nakakasira ng barkada" he told me "hindi dapat. Kasi kung may problema ang kabarkada dapat tulungan" when i've heard that may point siya. Kasi madami bagay ang nagyayari masama man o mabuti nasa tao parin yun kung panu niya ihahandle. 

Kung sana ginawa namin to as a group, with positive outlook at sinamahan ng prayer sigurado HAPPY din dapat kame ngaun. Sabi nga ng mga taong nakakaalam na ng situation ko ngayon. PRAYER + HARDWORK =SUCCESS. 

Alam ko naman hindi na maibabalik ang nasayang na panahon. Pero pwede pa naman siguro mabago ang lahat kaya hindi ko na din siguro kailangan kaawaan ang sarili ko dapat gumawa nalang ako ng paraan para maka graduate on time. 

Sobrang bigat talaga,, Ang hirap mag congratulate ng mga tao kapag malungkot ka, Masaya naman ako para sa kanila coz they deserve that but still ewan ko nga ba ,, 

Gustong gusto kung umiyak pero hindi na lumalabas e, nakatago lang.
Dapat maging positive ako ngayon ee,, kaso parang nawawalan na ko ng pag asa to surpass all this things. Things didn't happen the way i want to be. Super crooked lines na nga ung path ko ee,, hayz :'(

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Judgement DAY..

Posted by yen at 10:37 PM 0 comments
10:36pm
7/14/2011


This must be our THESIS DEFENSE day,, but unfortunately as expected we didn't make it.
WHY?? because the truth is we didn't know how to finished the code for this system.
Actually this day i still bring my formal attire hoping that we could still present and wishing for a chance
but when we arrived in school. We got some news that there is one group who didn't make it, so we lose hope and we didn't try to present anything. The FACT that we know that if we continue presenting we will just put our own selves in shame.

I felt so much regret deep inside me,, maybe those people would see me smiling, think i didn't care much about this matter. But the truth is cried so much a week before because i lose hope. I have my own plans but now this THESIS thing is really a LIFE CHANGING MATTER. My goal of graduating on time were all ruined.. despite of all this things that happens today i was touched to those people who sympathies to us (it was like we lose someone) especially our friends who gives us so much advise. I hope we could still get another chance NEXT SEM so that we could still join then in graduation.

This was the result of the things we did before. We didn't give much priority to do this and now were suffering for the consequences.

I experienced MIXED EMOTIONS this day. Sadness,Regret,Presentiment,envy almost all the feelings was bad but the fact that there are people who talk to me this night I am so much touched. Now, im just convincing my self that everything happens for a reason and i know that GOD would help us on our journey. We must have more faith in him and Work hard for our dreams :)
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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Problems do come and go?

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this night i been regretted the things i've done past few months and until this very last day. Those action and behavior about a certain things leads me to what i am experiencing right now. If i just did the best that i can, maybe it wouldn't turn out things this badly. Every action has their own consequences and i must face it. I felt ashamed to myself. Deep inside me i am asking why??
why do i act like this?
why did i neglect those very important things?
why do i let things become complicated?
why do i messed up??
Why do i let myself be like them?
back from the very beginning i know it would turn out this bad,, but still i didn't do my best to fix things up.  now i am suffering for all the things ive done back then.
Then there's a lot more problems coming along at the same time. How could i handle those things when i know that solution for all of this problems are the things i neglected. :'(

Thursday, May 26, 2011

A day worth Remembering

Posted by yen at 9:21 PM 0 comments
This was my LAST DAY at Development Academy of the Philippines.
Actually earlier we don't have any plans what are we going to do...
Are we gonna Treat them? or we just give some Remembrance..
At Around 12 in the afternoon we decided to go to SM MEGAMALL
to buy some stuff to be given to our bosses.


This is My Cutest Pictures :))
Fire drill last week. The Blowout, The Remembrance and my super funny picture at the center and at the CR


This are the people whom i've meet during my 1 and a half month of stay at DAP

This is me @ work,,, I had SO much fun in this company,,, we did a lot of stuffs.


This was my Journey on DAP


We had some party before we leave then we gave our remembrance to them. Even it was very simple i know that they Appreciate it. Then we had some sharing. While I was talking my tears suddenly fell down. I like Ms.Elle so much she is the one who always give me works that are related to me. Mr. Jodann told us that when we entered the real world of business we couldn't apply everything we've learned on the four corners of the room. He also told us that don't a mediocre person we must not me contented being in the middle we must aim high if we can still aim and do it ,, climb up higher!. We also need to use our Common Sense always.. And Whenever there is an instruction always follow it so that even there's something wrong happened you are still on the right track.

I've Realized so much things this day :)
I will never forget them :)
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

3rd DAY of OJT

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Super aga naming pumasok ayun wait wait again,,,
then after nun continuation of my unfinished task which is the FAQ's of (www.doh.gov.ph)
i've worked for it whole day..grabe parang ambilis ng oras nag OT pa ka nga kame ee,,
dahil dapat 5pm out namin pero 6pm na kame nakapag OUT ..
grabe naman kasi super bagal ng net ,,
as in! super!


mIxED EMOTIONS tong araw na to grabe!
-super work
-2nd thoughts?
-logger na net connections
-super freeze!
-super dress!
-TH
-Over Time
-Chitchats with BOSS
-naabutan ng rush hours..
-Split
-buy some stuff again..

then ang nakakatawang part was when we're eating at the pantry.
Ms.Sheryl: "eli natalbugan ka pa ni yen o"
Ms.Eli: Ang sabi ko lang is office attire nde ko sinabing talbugan mu ko.
Ms.Sheryl: so ang batayan nio is dapat hindi ka talbugan ?
Ms. Eli: ou naman sige kayo ibabagsak ko kayo,,

HAHA ang dami kong tawa,, grabe naman ang kukulit nila,, hehe XD

Eto may bago kasing OJTrainee. Kahapon ang sabi is GUY daw so excited tong si SIR JODAN.
Tapos kanina dumating na xa,, unang kita ko talaga sa kanya ang tanong ko na is "GUY ba talaga yan? parang hindi"
then etong si jean super pilit na na GUY daw... sabi ko sige tanungin natin xa? wag na daw,, so ayun nga,,
nag CR kame then ayun nagulat si jean dahil nasa female restroom din sya,, so ayun na natahimik na si jean heheXD nagulat pa nga ee

We had some chitchats with SIR JODAN regarding dun ulit sa bagong trainee.. sabi ni jean sir confirmed GIRL nga! sabi ni sir jodan, OU naman sa shoulder palang ee,,
ayun kung anu anu pa,, hehe nakakatawa pa nung ngpaalam kame sakanila whahahah!

ang nangyari this day sa KALENTONG pwedeng isama sa most embarassing moment: Muntik na kung mag SPLIT sa daan buti nalang nakahawak ako kei jean,,waaa grabe nakakahiya un kung nakataon ,, kayo ayun sa sobrang shyness "DONT LOOK BACK" ang drama! phew!

Monday, April 11, 2011

my first day OJT experience

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-i woke up at around 5:30am but still i’m quite late..
-i felt like i just pass by the office because of my attire XD
-didn’t finished my work so i brought it home..
-i was excited to go home when the clock strike at 5pm
-we’ve waited approximately 1 and half hours for my thesis groupmates grrr!
-i ran out of money..
now im home.. and super tired but still i need to finished my work..

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

OJT HUNTING @makati

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March 29,2011

First we ride on PNR then we drop by at the Buendia Station
then We had a super walk in along the ayala streets,,

Yen

erica

jean

1st stop: CR at GREPALIFE
Shempre CR muna to prepare ourselves nakaslippers lang kasi kaya ngshoes pa..
then we pass our resume @ Grepalife
then we had our walk trip again then ..

2nd stop: RCBC PLAZA yuchengco museum..
tapos ayun magpasa daw kame ng resume sa
"WhiTe tower" then they game some instructions to go at that tower..
then after all the "tanungan portion with the guards to find that tower" when were already
at that place ,,, hmmm its "Y tower" not white tower! hahah super laugh kame,,
after we pass our resume,,
nakakatawa ang mga susunod na pangyayari ,,

4th Stop: MCDO
mei nakitang MCDO then dapat kakain na ,, pero ngCR lang si jean,,
after nun lakad ulit ,,lakad,, lakad,,, lakad,,, buti nalang at nakaslippers kame
then nung naramdaman na naming masakit na ang paa,, then stop,, then ride a jeepney,,
after 1- 2 minutes lang siguro baba na agad,, haha sayang konti nalang pala sumakay pa kame,,






may cute guy dito kanina sayang di napichuran >.<

5th Stop: G4
then ayun kumain kame sa glorieta4..
nakakatawa si jean ,, super order di naman pala kayang ubusin,,,
then after mag lunch OJT HUNT ulit,,,

6th Stop:Allied bank
ayun super intay pa kame kay papa ang kailangan pala is recommendation letter
at ayun ung wala kame ,, kaya hanap ulit nag iwan lang ng resume

7th Stop: PLDT
iwan lang ulit and have some chitchats with the workers there

8th Stop: BPI
ang kailangan naman is
-resume
-recommendation letter
-print out ng grades(dito ko mas kinabahan ee!)
so babalik nalang kame ,, ang cute nung kuya sa reception area  :)










9th Stop: ayun nakita na namin si bauzee,flor,nina at aaron at nagpunta kame sa kung saan cant remember na

10th Stop: watson
buy some girly stuff

the final stop is PNR ulit then IM HOME
super pagod this day but i had a great fun !

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

100php Cellphone!

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Late afternoon after the defense in ISDM
we stayed at the chairperson's office then
Sheila excitedly told me that i won a cellphone
on a raffle draw in BIOSCI,,,

My first reaction was.. OH REALLY??? it is a JOKE??
then she pulled me then went on the 5th floor college of science faculty to confirmed it,,
THEN we went to the college of Science DEAN's Office to claim the price..

When the i already seen the cellphone that's the time i said,, "Wow this was my first time to won in a RAFFLE DRAW"
then the Dean asked me ,, How much is the ticket i bought the i said PHP100 ,,,
then she said "Congrats in just a PHP100 worth of ticket you've won a phone"

Because i Cried all night yesterday... This day was a blessing .. forget and move on that sh*t AUTOMATA!
(yeah! heheh weee...)
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

A big failure! dAMN it!

Posted by yen at 10:21 PM 2 comments
March 22, 2011
When i was on my way home,,
there's so much things thats runs in my mind..
What if? i was hit by a vehicle now?
What if? i was killed by a holdapper?
(if that happens maybe its better because i wouldn't have to explain my failure to my mom)
While i was here in our house.. i was thinkin' what if? i drink a lot of medicine,,?
hmmm i what to do something that i would be dead already,,
hush! this was my very first time,, i dont know what to do,,
that why its better if something bad will happen to me,,

This was the saddest part of my college life.
Why? Because it was my very first time to experience super FAILURE!
AUTOMATA i guess... damn it!
I passed design and analysis of algorithm with Prof.Ria Sagum
and i also passed the Db ADmin with the terror proffessor Joel Soccorro
but why now???  when i was on my 3rd yr with so much things that need to be accomplished,,
actually my really concern was the transcript of record and how could i explain it to my mom,,,

I know no one has to be blame on what had happened except myself.
but i couldn't believe on certain people around me,,

I think past 3 years ago there was a similar situation that happened like this.
When i took an entrance exam. I pray so hard,, went to churches every now and then.
Try so hard before the exam.. then after the exam when my mom asked me
"How was the test?" i answered hmmm "ayos naman madali lang"
hmmm unfortunately the result wasn't good

Me and my friend went to a church 2 days before the removal exam,,
I remembered when my friend asked me the same question after the removal exam
i also answered the exactly the same answer and also get the same result.
How come when i eagerly want it and pray for it,,, it always failed,,,

Actuallly when i was in school earlier ,,, i felt nothing ,,
but now when i was writing this,, tears are rolling down my face,,,

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

First Thesis Defense

Posted by yen at 10:45 PM 0 comments
My Thesis Groupmates

J4 and Friends 
This was our first time to have an oral defense
When we entered the room the atmosphere was good
but while having the q & a portion it changes a bit
to heavy. The panelist were asking for more functionality
about our system. but still were very thankful that
it turns out well :D
our prayers help us a lot ^^
GOD was really great all the time :D
We passed with minor revision

Thursday, February 24, 2011

any questions?? wala nang pumapansin sakin sa FORMSPRING :(

Posted by yen at 9:38 PM 0 comments

any questions?? wala nang pumapansin sakin sa FORMSPRING :(

Answer here

Sunday, February 20, 2011

BADTRIP !

Posted by yen at 8:23 PM 0 comments
hay totoo pala yang excepted sa case study sa automata kapag natapos ang B.O.B
sana di ko nalang nalaman na alam ng isa kung friend ang tungkol jan sa consequence na yan.
I know that i dont have any rights to get angry but ,, the fact that she knows it and she didn't bother to tell us that thing,, IT MAKES ME FEELS UNEASY at BADTRIP talaga,, (ok alam ko sinabihan na wag sasabihin sa iba ,, ok fine!) but still nakakaines,, nakakabadtrip at basta lahat ng nakaka! sh*t!

i know my fault din kame regarding to that,, dahil nde nga nakapag intay.. hindi naman un yung point ko ,,
ang point ko ung alam ng isa samen pero di man lang ngwarning,, it makes me think about "selfishness"
hay ewan badtrip lang talaga ko,, kung tutuusin maliit na bagay lang to e,, sige kung ako nasa sitwasyon nia at sinabihan akong di dapat sabihin ang consequence na yan. SIGE nde ko sasabihin pero ill do something para nde umuwi friend ko para di masali sa consequence na yan ,, OK eto naman kung xa nasa sitch namen.. maybe she will feel the same ..

hay tama na nga ,, badtrip lang talaga kea nakapag blog dito  I HATE IT!

totoo BADTRIP ako!

Thursday, February 17, 2011

now i can feel it! (CCMIT @ 25)

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CCMIT WEEK

4th day dun ko lang nafeel dahil ngayong lang pumasok

1st Activity : MARRIAGE BOOTH
WEDDING ni inay AUSTIN at itay JUSTIN
wow officially may tatay na kame ,,, sayang J3 di nio nakita,,
kami lang nila ERICA ung nakapanuod,,



2nd Activity : PHOTO BOOTH wow ha ang cuttttteeee :D
mashadong mabilis nga lang ang mga pangyayari but it turns out well







3rd Activity :FACE AND BODY PAINT
ayun NAPAGPRACTISAN??? tama ba ang term ,,,
mas matagal pa xang ginawa actually kesa nadisplay hehe :D
but still enjoy naman mei remembrance picture naman ee,, and
ok naman si ate :D



4th Activity : BASKETBALL
woooo! pwedeng matulong,,, walang ka thrill thrill dis tym ,,dahil sa kalaban nila
AYUN SHEMPRE PANALO! 3-2 boys + kuya contemplacion +unknown guy




5th Activity : BATTLE OF THE BANDS
yea yea rock rockan na! weee,,
20 bands ata yung sumali naks ! ok naman ,,
masaya,,

THIS YEAR KO LANG NAFEEELL NG BONGA ANG COLLEGE WEEK ..

Sunday, February 13, 2011

2nd day of GPYC training

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Trekking adventure was really fun!

2ND DAY (ADVENTURE)

6am call time we went down at the daza then we transfer outside to perform the 
TONG IL MUDO (martial arts) HAAA! the instructor taught us the basic of self defense using martial arts. He said "THE FIRST THING YOU MUST DO IN THE MORNING IS TO EXERCISE EVEN IF YOUR HUNGRY" i think must live it by heart so that i could lose weight (my long long DREAMMMM)







some trip shots before cleaning the rooms






then we clean up our rooms after that,, 









TREKKING here we come ,, 
jog,run,slide,walk,climb,act like spiderwoman,duck walk, and a lot of pictures,,, 

i super love it :D





Were on the top of the POOL SIDE :D super love the view 




wantu girls :D


tri-tu family


wantu family


super walkaton



then walkaton to the swimming pool it was really a great experience :D










were enjoying the huge swimming pool 






After Swimming we had a boodle fight .. super nag enjoy ako sa food ang dami,at ang sarap !








i had a body pain but its all worth it :D
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