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This must be our THESIS DEFENSE day,, but unfortunately as expected we didn't make it.
WHY?? because the truth is we didn't know how to finished the code for this system.
Actually this day i still bring my formal attire hoping that we could still present and wishing for a chance
but when we arrived in school. We got some news that there is one group who didn't make it, so we lose hope and we didn't try to present anything. The FACT that we know that if we continue presenting we will just put our own selves in shame.

I felt so much regret deep inside me,, maybe those people would see me smiling, think i didn't care much about this matter. But the truth is cried so much a week before because i lose hope. I have my own plans but now this THESIS thing is really a LIFE CHANGING MATTER. My goal of graduating on time were all ruined.. despite of all this things that happens today i was touched to those people who sympathies to us (it was like we lose someone) especially our friends who gives us so much advise. I hope we could still get another chance NEXT SEM so that we could still join then in graduation.

This was the result of the things we did before. We didn't give much priority to do this and now were suffering for the consequences.

I experienced MIXED EMOTIONS this day. Sadness,Regret,Presentiment,envy almost all the feelings was bad but the fact that there are people who talk to me this night I am so much touched. Now, im just convincing my self that everything happens for a reason and i know that GOD would help us on our journey. We must have more faith in him and Work hard for our dreams :)