Live,love,Laugh

i just met a guy and he's like SOMEONE whom i met before..
we get to know each other ,, and i was happy talking with him..
we became close..and i told him that i remember SOMEONE like him.
While i was viewing his pictures .. i got tempted to view SOMEONE's pictures ..
then i just realized that they were very similar,, their face feature, actions,attitude and some other more.

While i was viewing SOMEONE's picture i got curious to read some post ,, them BOOM! i read a conversation that makes my tears fall down. I know that i must left him behind.. BUT when that tears fall, i don't know what was the reason,,, is there a little love left for that SOMEONE? oh my Gosh! IM A BIT CRAZY about it,, I know it's wrong to act like this in fact, were already done.. after all the wrong things i've done to him .. but i really missed him so much,, and i think i was finding SOME OTHER GUY whose totally like him,, 

how i wish was that girl,, how i wish even that FRIENDSHIP REMAINS,, so that we could fulfill that FOREVER PROMISE .. but i wont be back as normal anymore

Whenever i saw couples on the street, mall everywhere walking holding hands. Happily being together, caring for each other. There is one part of my self that get envied at some point i am wondering when will my other half come.
I want a guy who is GOD fearing, Loves his mom much ,respectful, gentleman, someone who will accept all my flaws, someone who's still be there when my mood-swing strikes, honest, and most especially i want to be the only girl he loves. 
 Am i being too choosy that is why i still don't have one?
or i was just waiting for that right guy to take care of me?

Girls attract in physical appearance but we fall in love in there attitude

Sometimes i really want to have a boyfriend because i want someone to take care of me and i want to be in love again but when i think of the reality that its not yet the right time for me to enter on a relationship i just accept it that this time wasn't for me.

 Actually there are equal number of advantages and dis-advantages of having a boyfriend/partner. It''s up to the person how he lives his life when he had one. Other people became more happy and productive when they have someone to care for them. and some were still happy and enjoying life with partners.

Life is so wonderful with or without partners. Be happy as you are first then when your partner in right time definitely you will live very happy :D