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i hate this kind of feeling,,
why am i always feeling so down when it's all about that thesis thing??? when will this be over??? almost whole week last week we've been waiting for those panelist to appear for the rechecking of our thesis but unfortunately,  If they were not busy, they were out of school doing something ,, ok fine accept it because it was our college week ,, 

but how come now that the 2 of them were already done checking our thesis ,,(why did they gave us that such remarks?? why oh why?? it irritates and makes me sad that much) for the fact that that the system they want was already finished,, now they were targeting our documents,,

this same feeling always hunts me until we didn't finished it.. oh my gosh,, i really do hope that tomorrow sir mike would gave us such a good grade that makes us pass and continue,, I'm super tired of those things happening over and over again,, How i wish i would smile without any hesitation that one moment they could fail us,, .. 


Seriously,  i was really frightened on what will be the outcome of this thing.. But the fact that we finished the system they want and required us,,  


Ohh gosh i was too emotional about this thing ..
when one problem was solved another one will arise ,, endless??? gosh .. 
ok ok life is being fair ,, i must not be complaining this much ,, but sometimes even though i look like a tough girl outside i was too vulnerable and fragile on the inside,, hayz,, 


ok enough for this ,, there was still a change ,, being OK was a choice,,
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