After of what happened last wednesday,,
Carla and I planned to have a joined celebration
for our birthday today,,
At first we planned not to attend Discrete Math
so that we could have more time to spent today,,
but jean don't want ,, so we still attend our Discrete
Math,.. After the class we hurriedly go down stairs
then we went to SM MANILA.
We went there at around 5:00 pm..
First we went to 'Karaoke Hub'
That was the first time i sung with
my classmates ,,(whew bago toh! hehe)
I sung out loud ,, i don't feel any shyness
with them,, weee! We sung as long as we want,,
then after that ,,
We went to Greenwich ... then we buy a Goldilocks
Wow! it was really like a birthday party,,
we're very happy eating and talking with each other
(I was get shock when roland christoper[my crush]
was one of the crew there gosh! natuwa naman ako!)
we're so full at that time ,, then we went to
KAMERA WORLD ,, nakakatawa talaga
todo ayos pa kame ahahha!
ang cute nung mga pics!
And this was my first time na masaraduhan ng SM
haha nagliligpit na sila andun pa din kame whahah
peo enjoy talaga ko,,
Event though my real birthday was ruined..
i still feel my happiness today,,
I was really thankful to my Friends
(Carla,Jean,Jem,Austin,Patricia)
It's true that we could get the happiness
that we couldn't get to our family with our
friends,,
IM VERY HAPPY
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- i'm jerrilyn but you can call me "yen" im 19 yrs old. A computer science student. Just follow my blogs and other accounts if you want.
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
a VERy BAd Day
tuesday morning.. i wake up early to go to school but..
there's a one thing that really spoiled up my day...
when i was going to get my "baon" my mother told me
a lot of things,, so i go upstairs and i decided not to attend my class
for today coz my mom didn't give me money..
when i was already upstairs .. sinundan nya ako
saying that if i didn't go to school for today
i wouldn't continue studying anymore,,
then papalayasin pa daw nia ako,,
so aiun pumasok ako ng walang baon..
while i was on a jeepney,, i really got a teary eyes,,
pinipigalan ko lang talaga ,,
grabeh ,, ewan ko ba,, porket ba malapit na ung bday
ko a ayaw nila ibigay ung hinihingi ko mag gagalit galitan sila ..
at ang masakit pa dun hindi nila ako binigyan ng baon..
pati ba naman un dinamay nila,,,
feeling ko tumatakas lang sila sa responsibility ee,, haiz,,,
ang sama sama talaga ng araw ko ,,
almost whole day ata akong nakasimangot ee,,
lunch lang ako kumain ,, at eto pa ,,
may araw nung nakauwi ako ng bahay ,,
pero shet!!! gabing gabi nung nakapasok ako piste!
alam ko masamang magalit sa nanay pero susko naman!
hindi o maexplain ng mabuti ung nafifeel ko
basta super sama ng loob ko at lagi nalang ako umiiyak,,
balde baldeng luha na nga ata ung naluha ko ee,, nakakapagod na ,,
pero wala akong magawa kasi kusang tumutulo ung luha ko ee,, ang hirap!
ang sakit ng sa kalooban grabeh!..
sana mawala na nga lang ako sa mundong ito ee
siguro madame na rin naman akong napag daanang problema ,,
sana tama na,, nung nagdadasal nga ako sinai ko kay BRO
"ready na ko papa GOD sobrang nahihirapan na po ako ee,,
alam ko naman na pag nawala na ako gagaan na ung buhay nila mama,
mawawalan na xa ng swail na anak, naging masaya na rin naman ako
sa almost 18 years na pag stay ko sa earth ee,, kaya ready na po ako,,
sana lang hanbang natuulog nalang ako ,, saka ninyo ako kunin"
ayan ung prayer ko kay BRO..
napakalungkot ko..
Invisible Tears.
Sa araw araw ng nag daan,,
ang daming bagong problema at pagsubok sa buhay
dapat harapin at matutong gumawa ng paraan to surpass all those things,,
but what if?? paulit ulit nalang ang mga nangyayari?
nakakasawa diba??
that's why sometimes i thought to just give up..
and the worst thing is ..
i just want to disappear in world just to get out in that situation,,
i know that what i thought was a form of escape from the reality
that life is really hard to handle..
i just want to disappear coz i know that when i wasn't here..
i know my Lost wasn't a big deal for those people who hate me,,
i know there's a lot of them. And that's a reason for them to celebrate,,
nakakaasar! kung anu anu na ang naiisip dahil ang gulo gulo ng utak ko..
emotionally i wasn't fine. i almost cried every night for the same reasons and lumalala pa dahil
nadadagdagan ng kung anu anu..
madali na kong maiinis at mairita this past few days!..
i just wish that even for a short time,,, i could go somewhere that is peaceful so that i could get some peace of mind
ang daming bagong problema at pagsubok sa buhay
dapat harapin at matutong gumawa ng paraan to surpass all those things,,
but what if?? paulit ulit nalang ang mga nangyayari?
nakakasawa diba??
that's why sometimes i thought to just give up..
and the worst thing is ..
i just want to disappear in world just to get out in that situation,,
i know that what i thought was a form of escape from the reality
that life is really hard to handle..
i just want to disappear coz i know that when i wasn't here..
i know my Lost wasn't a big deal for those people who hate me,,
i know there's a lot of them. And that's a reason for them to celebrate,,
nakakaasar! kung anu anu na ang naiisip dahil ang gulo gulo ng utak ko..
emotionally i wasn't fine. i almost cried every night for the same reasons and lumalala pa dahil
nadadagdagan ng kung anu anu..
madali na kong maiinis at mairita this past few days!..
i just wish that even for a short time,,, i could go somewhere that is peaceful so that i could get some peace of mind
Thursday, December 31, 2009
memories of 2008
1 day from now we'll going to leave the year 2008..
there's a lot memorable things that happened to me this year..
the graduation day..
highschool life was over.. it is true that highschool days was the most happiest stage of our lives..
coz i feel all the emotions..happy..sad..and that was the 1st time i got hurt..(drama)..we need to say goodbye to each other because we will have to take different paths to attain our goals in life..
outing after the graduation
we went to sta.rosa laguna for out outing.. we stayed there for 3 days..that was my friends house..
we had a really great bonding..party..swimming..drinking and so much more..
the start of my college life..
i was really nervous at my first day of stay in college.. i try to adopt in my environment.. and luckily i've met a new friends..i encountered different kinds of person..
college stay
whew!! this was my first time to go to school without any sleep.. to shout "yes, i've done it" everytime i finished one program..to cry because i didn't make it..to join the rotc,,(whew!!)
Overnight in Antipolo
this was my first overnight in my college life.. the view there was really beautiful especially at night because i could see the whole manila up there... that was really great..my first time to go in antipolo church..
there's a lot of sad and happy memories..
..a problems that i've passed
i could say that the i was really happy before this year ends
-'coz all the reconciliation happened so now i already have my peace of mind
-i've met a new friends..
-i learned a lot of lessons from all of my mistakes..
there's a lot memorable things that happened to me this year..
the graduation day..
highschool life was over.. it is true that highschool days was the most happiest stage of our lives..
coz i feel all the emotions..happy..sad..and that was the 1st time i got hurt..(drama)..we need to say goodbye to each other because we will have to take different paths to attain our goals in life..
outing after the graduation
we went to sta.rosa laguna for out outing.. we stayed there for 3 days..that was my friends house..
we had a really great bonding..party..swimming..drinking and so much more..
the start of my college life..
i was really nervous at my first day of stay in college.. i try to adopt in my environment.. and luckily i've met a new friends..i encountered different kinds of person..
college stay
whew!! this was my first time to go to school without any sleep.. to shout "yes, i've done it" everytime i finished one program..to cry because i didn't make it..to join the rotc,,(whew!!)
Overnight in Antipolo
this was my first overnight in my college life.. the view there was really beautiful especially at night because i could see the whole manila up there... that was really great..my first time to go in antipolo church..
there's a lot of sad and happy memories..
..a problems that i've passed
i could say that the i was really happy before this year ends
-'coz all the reconciliation happened so now i already have my peace of mind
-i've met a new friends..
-i learned a lot of lessons from all of my mistakes..
Monday, December 28, 2009
No Regrets at All
hmm ayan kahapon palang nag iisip na ko ng idadahilan para hindi makasama sa sinasabi nilang reunion for some reasons,,
anu????
1. ayokong magpakita sa kanila kase ang taba ko
2. feeling ko wala rin namang mangyayari kase hindi ko naman na sila ganon ka close baka ma OP lang ako..
so aiun nga ang aga kung kumain at umakyat agad ako sa taas,, then tinawag ako ni mama
magbabayad daw kame ng PLDT so aiun naligo ako then nagmadali,,
sabi ko kila mama "mama dali baka makasalubong pa natin sila" so aiun nakapagbayad kame at walang nakasalubong,,
eto na,,
nung malapit na sa bahay waaa biglang may narinig ako tumatawag saken "yen! yen!"
ayon nakita ako nila julie at ben sabi nila sumama daw ako,,, sabi ko naman"xenxa na a,, aalis kasi kame ee" edi ok na nakalusot ,,
pero nung nasa may pinto ako,,
sa kakatago ko eto ang nangyari ,,
hindi ko namalayan na nasa pintuan na sila ,, nagulat ako mag nagsalita "ayun si yen o! yen tara sama ka samen.." toinks! ayun si michellen sus! as in that time nag iisip ako ng pwede pang palusot,, kaso,, eto si mama sabi "sige na yen sumama ka na,,"
ayon napasama na rin ako,,,
wow! grabe super nanliliit ako,, ang tatangkad na talaga nila super as in!..
"napag-iwanan na nga daw ako" ayan tsk tsk,, hehe,, tapos medjo matagal din nagdeside kung saan pupunta aiun dun din sa walls nagpunta ,,
picture picture,, kwentuhan ganun lang ang ginawa,, ang dame na talagang nagbago sa kanila ,,
super GC(grade concious) nila,, ang tataas ng grade nila ,, grabe nakakahiya pala ung mga grades ko,, well.. naiisip ko tuloy sana diba pinagbubutihan ko din mag aral para next time may ikukwento na rin ako ,, haha,,
aiun ayos naman ,, pero parang wala lang ,, nde ko sobrang saya nde rin ako nagsisi na sumama,,
ayon tama lang,, pero nakakaop nga lang ng onti kase feeling ko sila super close dahil nga same school at lagi silang nagkikita kita,, tsaka nga diba yang gap gap effect na yan,, ahahha! kaloka! pero ayos na rin "no regrets na pumunta ako nakita ko naman sila"
haha nakakatawa lang talaga yung nangyari ngayon so meant to be talaga na makita ko sila,,
kase ilang beses ako nagtago ee haha!..
Sunday, December 27, 2009
OVERNIGHT in ANTIPOLO
whew!! 1st tym kung overnyt to this college life..
akalain mu un pinayagan ako sa antipolo..
grabeh ang ganda ganda ng view kitang kita ung manila lalo na nung gabe...
ung lights ang ganda..
super saya talaga,,
ang lamig lamig pa..
tapos grabe nde ko kase akalaing mag oovernight ako so i didnt bring anything..
aiun buti nlang mei xtra shirt sila..
ang bait talaga..
hmmm..
then..
bday kxe un nung frend ko grabeh..
ang saya saya sa hauz nila,,,
feel at home agad ako kaya nung sinabi ni tita na babalik ako uyet dun..
xempre sabi ko yes tita!! sure po un!
tapos aiun edi shempre di mawawala ang inuman..
aiun nde ako uminom..
mabait ako ee..
bka maisumbong pa ko sa mama ko ni tita ..
so good girl..
aiun wala talagang tulugan ..
nde nga ko naop ee..
kse andun din ung mga clasmate nia nung elem, highschool at college..
grabeh puro sila CS 1-4
ako lang ang Cs 1-2
peo ang saya talaga...
i hope na magkaroon din kme ng moment na ganito ng mga friends ko
kaso mga parents nila kj ee haiz.. asa pa ko,,
hmmm... sa magdamag aiun todo kwentuhan kme...
aiun mga 5 kme umalis sa antipolo..
akalain mu un pinayagan ako sa antipolo..
grabeh ang ganda ganda ng view kitang kita ung manila lalo na nung gabe...
ung lights ang ganda..
super saya talaga,,
ang lamig lamig pa..
tapos grabe nde ko kase akalaing mag oovernight ako so i didnt bring anything..
aiun buti nlang mei xtra shirt sila..
ang bait talaga..
hmmm..
then..
bday kxe un nung frend ko grabeh..
ang saya saya sa hauz nila,,,
feel at home agad ako kaya nung sinabi ni tita na babalik ako uyet dun..
xempre sabi ko yes tita!! sure po un!
tapos aiun edi shempre di mawawala ang inuman..
aiun nde ako uminom..
mabait ako ee..
bka maisumbong pa ko sa mama ko ni tita ..
so good girl..
aiun wala talagang tulugan ..
nde nga ko naop ee..
kse andun din ung mga clasmate nia nung elem, highschool at college..
grabeh puro sila CS 1-4
ako lang ang Cs 1-2
peo ang saya talaga...
i hope na magkaroon din kme ng moment na ganito ng mga friends ko
kaso mga parents nila kj ee haiz.. asa pa ko,,
hmmm... sa magdamag aiun todo kwentuhan kme...
aiun mga 5 kme umalis sa antipolo..
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
9th day of Misa de Gallo
ayan at last natpos din namin ang simbang gabe,,
together with my sister and my cousins,, whew!
natapos na ang pag pupuyat hehe,,
at isang araw nalang Christmas na!
Habang nasa simbahan kanina nabangit ni father
ung about dun sa mga dissapointment at ung mga
hinihinging wishes at blessings kay BRO,.
actually ang pinaka dissapointment ko ay,,,
till now wala paring nangyayari sa inaasam asam ko na pagpapapayat,,
grabe,,, lumalapad na talaga ako,, this time ayoko ko ng gawing new year's resolution yun ulit,,
jusko po! mahirap na ,,
tapos sana this coming christmas ay magkaroon ng forgiveness sa bawat isa,,
ako matagal ng nakapag forgive,, but i dont think na maibabalik pa ang dati,, haiz,,
pero naniniwala parin ako na lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay natin ay may dahilan,,, kaya,,
ok na yun,,,
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