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i hate this kind of feeling,,
why am i always feeling so down when it's all about that thesis thing??? when will this be over??? almost whole week last week we've been waiting for those panelist to appear for the rechecking of our thesis but unfortunately,  If they were not busy, they were out of school doing something ,, ok fine accept it because it was our college week ,, 

but how come now that the 2 of them were already done checking our thesis ,,(why did they gave us that such remarks?? why oh why?? it irritates and makes me sad that much) for the fact that that the system they want was already finished,, now they were targeting our documents,,

this same feeling always hunts me until we didn't finished it.. oh my gosh,, i really do hope that tomorrow sir mike would gave us such a good grade that makes us pass and continue,, I'm super tired of those things happening over and over again,, How i wish i would smile without any hesitation that one moment they could fail us,, .. 


Seriously,  i was really frightened on what will be the outcome of this thing.. But the fact that we finished the system they want and required us,,  


Ohh gosh i was too emotional about this thing ..
when one problem was solved another one will arise ,, endless??? gosh .. 
ok ok life is being fair ,, i must not be complaining this much ,, but sometimes even though i look like a tough girl outside i was too vulnerable and fragile on the inside,, hayz,, 


ok enough for this ,, there was still a change ,, being OK was a choice,,
MINDSET : YEN WILL BE FINE 

oh my gosh!

i got a lot of awful comments regarding my new haircut,,
actually i wouldn't really surprised with what they told me... dahil kagabi palang my mom really told me that it was really UGLY errr lalo na likod,,

(gosh i couldn't undo things ,, tsk tsk ,, dapat pala di ganito ka short... i didn't expect na ganito kakalabasan kasi nga diba i really want this kind of haircut for a long time ,,)
( Hay nakoo yen hahaba din yan ilang months pa :'(  i want to get my hair fix kaso baka lalo nanaman ma damaged oh my GOSH!!!)

comments ng mga trulalong friends ko,.
1. iklian pa ,,
2.di pantay sa likod,,
3. parang wig,,,
4. dora,,
5. cute  

talaga namang mga nilalang to o ! hahaha,,

well well well,, need some hair brush lang ok na to hehe :D

"Crying doesn't mean you're weak, it means you've been too strong for too long"

I cry out loud like i broke up with a boyfriend,, but  the reason was that THESIS THINGY,,,
since then hindi talaga ako umiyak about this thing,, nalungkot ,,OO ,, pero UMIYAK ?? nde,,,
kasi iniisip ko na its my own fault kaya nagkaganito and because i didn't try my very best to finished it ,, inisip ko nalang din na siguro may reason why this thing happens so i stick to that na dapat maging optimistic na this time..
 and now that we enrolled 2nd semester for thesis 2,, i really had a great hope that this time ,, WE COULD MAKE IT,,
but the time of the defense something really bad was happened ,, they want to add more on our system so they told us there was a big possibility of FAILING FOR THE SECOND TIME, ,, "enrolling thesis 2 doesn't gurantee that you could pass it is more crucial this time" -sir mike ,


NGAYON LANG TALAGA AKO HUMAGULGOL NG GANITO,,, when i received my friends message,, saying that we need to present our system within this week because we were like in the LIFE AND DEATH SITUATION and the only thing we have was HOPE ,, para akong batang umiiyak ,, super badtrip na nga ako ngayong araw na ito because of certain things,,, maS lalo ko pang nafeel ang pag ka down dahil dito,,, (tears are falling while i was writing this)

super bigat talaga sa feeling ano ba yan YEN ang emo mo! shet! hay nakoooo,,,
everthing will be fine ,, I HOPE ! ..