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1 day from now we'll going to leave the year 2008..

there's a lot memorable things that happened to me this year..

the graduation day..
highschool life was over.. it is true that highschool days was the most happiest stage of our lives..
coz i feel all the emotions..happy..sad..and that was the 1st time i got hurt..(drama)..we need to say goodbye to each other because we will have to take different paths to attain our goals in life..

outing after the graduation
we went to sta.rosa laguna for out outing.. we stayed there for 3 days..that was my friends house..
we had a really great bonding..party..swimming..drinking and so much more..

the start of my college life..
i was really nervous at my first day of stay in college.. i try to adopt in my environment.. and luckily i've met a new friends..i encountered different kinds of person..

college stay
whew!! this was my first time to go to school without any sleep.. to shout "yes, i've done it" everytime i finished one program..to cry because i didn't make it..to join the rotc,,(whew!!)

Overnight in Antipolo
this was my first overnight in my college life.. the view there was really beautiful especially at night because i could see the whole manila up there... that was really great..my first time to go in antipolo church..

there's a lot of sad and happy memories..
..a problems that i've passed


i could say that the i was really happy before this year ends
-'coz all the reconciliation happened so now i already have my peace of mind
-i've met a new friends..
-i learned a lot of lessons from all of my mistakes..

whew!! 1st tym kung overnyt to this college life..

akalain mu un pinayagan ako sa antipolo..

grabeh ang ganda ganda ng view kitang kita ung manila lalo na nung gabe...

ung lights ang ganda..

super saya talaga,,

ang lamig lamig pa..

tapos grabe nde ko kase akalaing mag oovernight ako so i didnt bring anything..

aiun buti nlang mei xtra shirt sila..

ang bait talaga..

hmmm..

then..

bday kxe un nung frend ko grabeh..

ang saya saya sa hauz nila,,,

feel at home agad ako kaya nung sinabi ni tita na babalik ako uyet dun..

xempre sabi ko yes tita!! sure po un!

tapos aiun edi shempre di mawawala ang inuman..

aiun nde ako uminom..

mabait ako ee..

bka maisumbong pa ko sa mama ko ni tita ..

so good girl..

aiun wala talagang tulugan ..

nde nga ko naop ee..

kse andun din ung mga clasmate nia nung elem, highschool at college..

grabeh puro sila CS 1-4

ako lang ang Cs 1-2

peo ang saya talaga...

i hope na magkaroon din kme ng moment na ganito ng mga friends ko

kaso mga parents nila kj ee haiz.. asa pa ko,,

hmmm... sa magdamag aiun todo kwentuhan kme...

aiun mga 5 kme umalis sa antipolo..

ayan at last natpos din namin ang simbang gabe,,

This was the first day of Simbang Gabi for the year 2009..

Friday wala kaming pasok dahil PUPCET kasi ngayon

Monday nanaman ,,

actually it's unexpected,,

wala kasi kameng prof sa Philippine Literature that day..

so we decided to go in paula's house for celebration

we ride at a "ferry boat" (this was my first time to ride on it)

that's why i felt uncomfortable.. my head is aching and i felt like i will vomit

it took 1 hour,, when were off to the boat,,

Paula was already waiting for us..

its around 7:00pm,,

at first were shy to go inside because there a lot of visitor,,

hmm when were already at their house,,,

her lola was very hospitable and talkative,,

then after chitchats,, we ate,, when were already full

we've decided to drink for celebration,,

gosh paula's cousins bought a lot of thinks,,

we drink but but not that much coz we still have a morning class for the next day..

her mother thought that we will stay there for the night ..

actually her mother told us to stay coz it too late for us to go,, but we cant stay there for the whole night coz some of us were not ask permission to our parents that were going to a party ,, but that day was really great,,

tuesday night,,
i buy some notebook at a little bookstore near in our place,,
then after than, unexpectedly my childhood sweetheart called me ,,
he said"jerrilyn," at the first call i was thinking if i would ignore him,,
but he called me again "jerrilyn" then at the second call i look at him then i smiled,,
asking "why?" then he asked "what year ka na?" then i answered "i was already in second yr" then he asked again "what school" i said "PUP" then he said "wow! what course?" i said to him "ahm comsci",, then that's our last conversation,, then he said"wow talino!"
gosh,.,, kinilig talaga ko,,
hehe,, because of that,, i forgot to asked him the same question after that conversation,,
i just left,, but deep inside i was really blussed!

after all the sleepless night's we had
after we had some OVernight's in jem and jean's house
to do the case study in java
because we're running out of time

Oct.16,2009..
this is submittion day for the JAVA case study we've made for
almost 4 days..
actually this case study was given almost 1 month ago..
but because we had a lot of things to do.. we made it a week
before the submittion day,, (LOL:D)

WILDERNESS EXPLorer!..

i was so happy because we finished the game,,
yet there was still something missing,,
'coz we don't have enough time,,to put some audio on it,,

there's a lot of things happened before this day,,
A mixed emotion acctually..
sometimes i was really get irritated to some people and
their actions,,

i was really get upset to their reaction and to their attitudes,,
specially to those people who can't appreciate things,,
to those who thinks that they were the only one who was doing it,,
after all we all had some effort to make it,,
i hope they were sensitive enough for such things..

but i will also missed the sleepness nights in their house,,
the things we made together!! wooo J6R,,, and BABUYS!!..
the expressions..

"gutom na quh!"
"antok na quh!"
"kain na!"
"uy panu toh??"
"pa edit nga.."
"mag search ka sa net!"
"oi walang magfefacebook!"
"ZZzzZzZZ"
"may pagkain ba?"
"gusto nio magkape?"
"pwede bang palitan toh?"
"tulog ka muna.."
"bawal maligo pag nde natulog"

ang paghilik ni jerone!hihi!


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hmm..
it's not really easy to forget everythin,,
esp the things that happens in the past,,
coz sometimes there are some things that reminded of that past,,
eventhough how hard you tried not to go back in it..
we dont have any choice because they became part of our life
neither its a happy nor sad past,, we can't change everything
 that happens in the past
There's a reason behind everything..
hmm i thought that i really get over him..
but when i saw him again..
i can feel that there still a little BIT feelings left,,
because i can't even look at him when he was with her..
i know that it was a long time since the break up,,
but..
i was still affected by i what i saw..
(really crazy)
shockz!!

hehe..
aiun second day sa burol..
grabeh parang nde patay ung pinuntahan namen..
angn iingay..
talaga nga naman o,,
kelan nga buh kame tumahimik??
lalo na pag magkakasama..

nagulat ako kanina ,,
nagpunta na cla dito tulog pa ko..
kamusta naman un???
haha..

after 2 hrs buh un??
nakaalis din..


hmm... kala ko talaga maoop ako sa mga louvers na un ee..
sweet ha,,
hmmm,,,tapos mei kamukha talaga ung joan ni jam ee..
nde ko lang talaga maalala kung cnu...
peo auz kasama aa..
walang pagkakalan sa unang kita hehe..
nice.. auz pumili jam aa,, hehe..

aiun lang kapagod wush!!..

girls pic hehe..
ang kulit pauwi na yan. peo di pa mukang hagazdouz..









eto with other group hehe...hmm..
hehe..
ang saya ng day na to..

enjoi naman kahit papano..
kaso sayang talaga nde namen nasakyan ung"star flyer"
 
tsk..tsk..tsk.. sayang..
kase naman ulan ng ulan ee..
tapos ayun umiral nanaman pagkaiyakin ko..
waa.. lam qu joke lang un.. kaso wula na ee tumulo na luha ko..
waa drama?? haha..naasar lang nman ako.. huh!!
bakit kasi ganun?? ampf..!

peo ayos lang masaya naman..

minsan lang kasi mei mga joke na iba ung dating sa taong sinasabihan.. haiz..
yoko na nga..! ampf!! nagstay pa naman sana ako na matagal sa star city..
nakakapikon lang.. waa,,, umiral nanaman pagka pikon at sensitive ko,.. huhuhu

haizt..nakoo... peo auz na din un..
`napaaga ang pag uwi ko..dapat hanggang 12 pde ako ee,,
`mei mga ewng nangyari lang kea ganun...

iba iba talaga technique ng mga prof sa pagtuturo,,




merong ang aga aga,, grabeh,, nakakaantok talaga super,,


ung para bang hindi pa sya ready mag turo,,


magaling sya pero,,


lagi nyang sinasabi,," hmm tama ba toh? "


mali yata yung nakopya ko..


naiwan ko ung libro ko dito e,,


waaa haha!! kanina talaga gusto ko ng pumikit,,


tapos eto pa nasa harapan na nga ko,, ung isang side super


takip si prof,, haha,,






meron naman ang saya mag turo nde nakakabagot,,


kahit sabihin pa nating matagal ang time sakanya,, at


kahit hindi pa kame nag lulunch dahil magkakasunod talaga


ung mga subjects,, ayos lang,, nakakaenjoy naman kase,,


hmm,, ang galing nya magrelate ng mga situation sa real life,,


yung tipong mas pinapadali nia para mas maintidihan agad ung concept


nung tinuturo nia,, kaso nga lang,, nakoo pag nagalit...


sus!! lagot ang lahat,,, damay damay talaga,, pero kung cute ka! ok lang haha!


ang sitting arrangement,, una ang boys haha ayos diba??


kase daw maiingay daw mga boys kaya kailangan ganun..


hmm sige na nga,, haha,,!


matindi din toh kung magpa quiz ,,100 items,,


wush take note QUIZ lang un ha,, 100 items in


one hour,, gudluck naman diba??






meron naman turo lang ng turo,,


hmm tama ba??


tas ganito toh,, hmm basta alam nyo na toh e,,!


haha gumaganon,,tapos pag tinatamad


magpapasolve at magbibigay ng sangkatutak na


problems para sa plus points,..






meron din bata pa ,, nung una nga nde ko akalaing


prof ee,, parang student teacher lang,, pero


magaling din sa magturo,, si prof white and black,,


fav color ata nia un,, ung lagi color ng damit nia ee,,


hehe,.






eto matindi pag nagpaquiz right minus wrong ,,


tas may kailangan kaming alagaan tuwing na ququiz,,


alam nyo ba kung ano yun???


hmmm ang MAHIWAGANG STAR!!!


pag naubos un ng wala sa oras nakoo,,


lagot! goodbye na sa mga quiz!!






wala kayo,, mai prof pa kame,,


parang EINSTEIN! wow ness!


nde uso ang pag shashave,,


sabi pa nga nung isa kung clasmate,,


"ayoko mang manlait peo hindi ko talaga maiwasan"


ahahah pasaway e nuh??


hmmm,, tas wula kameng ginawa sa 3 oras,,haha!!


tambay??






aiunn sus!! ang kukulet ng mga prof namen!!


to the highest level!!

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima , sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala"

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan"

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

20. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

21. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

2nd day..
ang aga kung nagising mga 5:30..
tapos umuulan pa,,
tsk tsk tsk,, ang trafic trafic tuloy,,
super haggard na ko pagdating ng skul,,
haiszt super worried pa naman ako kase 7:30 class ko
7:30 na nasa jeep parin ako,,
tas super madali sa pag lalakad,,
tas pagdating sa skul,,


aiun walang prof,
ang galing,, tsk tskt tsk,,


3 subject lang kame ,,
1st subject wula,,
2nd subject wula din,,
ayun super sayang sa oras,,
ang sarap pa naman sanang matulog ,,
pero ung physics may prof naman kame,,


haha,, sabi nung prog namen siguro daw
nagtataka kame kung bakit may physics na subject kame,,,
sabi niah kelangan din daw namen ung kase kame daw magpaprocess
nung mga gawa ng engineers,,
at eto pa,,
sabi pa nia mas marami pa daw kaming MATH SUBJECTS
kesa sa mga enginerring,,


waaaa grabe naman,, napasubo talaga ko sa course na toh,,
sa kakaiwas sa math napunta ko sa maraming math,,
nakoo naman talaga o!…
makapag ship na nga lang sa engineering haha!


iniisip ko nalang may reason kung bakit nasa computer science na course ako,,
haizt,,aiun nagclase agad,,


napaisip pa ko,, sayang special section ako nung highschool
kung tutuusin dapat alam ko na ung mga un,, kaso isa kong pasaway na
estudyante ee.. tsk tsk tsk,,
ayan sayang tuloy..


kea ngayon kelangan na talagang mag -aral,,
sana sana sana naman ,,,


tapos pag uwi ko pa ang lakas ng ulan grabeh
basang basa ako ,,

monday, june 15 2009,,

first day, of class,

i woke up very early this morning,,so i wont be late,,

while arriving to pup good for me that there’s nothing irritating happend,

the first group that i see in the gate was the former BSCS1-2..

their shouting: “yen!!!”

so i went to their place then i said: “hi.. uztha na kau??”

then we have a chitchat for a while then,,

we went upstairs for the first class,,

sad to say..

in our first class were late because we first get out registration form..

when i entered the room ,, i dont really feel better,,

i hope that my first impression to them wont last,,

i wasn’t feeling happy bout them,,,

but still at the end when i sum up all the things that happened today

i could say that there’s a more of happy things that happened today rather than those irritating ones ,,

this day i really had a mixed emotions,,

Bscs 1-2,,



this was the section where i belong

in the first year of my college life,,

i was very greatful that i've known those people..

we bacame close to each other,,

treat one another as very close friends,,

we helped one another..



theres a lot of memories happened for the whole

school year 2008-2009

this was the time when we had no sleep at all

because of the case study that we need to finished on time

the haggard face,,

the eyebags,,

all the things was very memorable,,

esp the defence ..

where we use a formal dress,,

that was very cool!



but this we need to separate

because of the reshuffle thing,.



so i will cherished all the memories ,,

i will surely missed them all!

pumunta kame ng cavite for the cristenning of my cousin,,
haiz grabeh nde na ko sanay sa malayuang byahe,,
ang layo naman kase,,

dulo na ata un ng cavite ee,,
gen.trias cavite..
nahilo talaga ako,

peo ayos lang,,
nagkita kita ulit after a long time,,

ang lalaki na nila,,
binata at dalaga na,,

after ng binyag reception sa chowking,,

ayun after nun umuwi na sa hauz ng tito ko,,
then kwentuhan at bonging to the max,,
ang kulit nga e neun ko lang talaga nakasama at nakausap at nakabonding
ng ganun ung mga cousin ko sa side ng papa ko,,

then nag overnight swimming kame,,

kea bonding ever talaga,,

aiun ansaya din naman,,

hmmm march 17 parang hindi pa ko sure kung makakasama ako sa outing.

kase nga ang onti lang ,,

peo nakahingi na ko ng pera kay mama,,

aiun unang usapan kila sheila na mag oovernight para sabay sabay

edi aun umuwi na ko para kumuha ng damit at magpaalam kay mama,,

una hindi ako pinayagan,,

kaya natulog lang ako,,pag gising ko aiun tumawag si papa at nagpaalam na ako,,

haha aiun pinayagan ako! yehey!

mga 8 cguro kame nakarating kila shiela...

kasama ko si kurt na nag-overnight,, haha talaga mag kakatabing matulog,,

tapos aiun usapang 8 am nasa simbahan sa pasig na,,

mga 9 am ata kame nakarating dun,,haha asar na sila samen haha!

kase kame pa nagsabi na pag nalate iiwan ,,

aiun pumunta na kila paula kase andun ung jeep,,

aiun lowbat pa ko habang papuntang antipolo..



akala ko kasi kulang ung time,,

mga 10 cguro kame nakarating sa bosay resort..

dapat talaga loreland farm resort kame,,,

ee mas naunang nadaanan ang bosay kaya aiun dun nalang sayang daw oras haha,,



todo bonding,,



swimming,,'



inuman,,

kaen..



kantahan,,



aiun,,

haha,, super ang saya,,







ang kukulit nila,,



mejo konti lang ung picture kase ayaw nameng nawala sa picture

kaya walang napayag kumuha haha,,

aiun,,

super lunuran,,

mei mga naglantd haha!! *cno kaya un?*

hehe,,

ang saya buti nalang after magreshuffle ay nagkaroon ng bonding na ganito

sayang nga lang konti lang kme,,

15 lang ata kame,,

peo ok lang masaya naman ee,,

mei plan pa nga kame na sa december outing uyet,,,

sana madame na,,,

aiun nung uwian ,, tulog sa jeeeppp

haha,,

pagod na pagod na e,,

hmm..4 days to go,,
its already our vacation..

hmm reshuffling time,,
haizt,,
we only have 4 days to enjoy the company of each other,,

i go to school pass 9am,,
them we took some pictures with my classmates,,
then after that, we went to claro m recto hall to watch a play,,

then we went back to our room expecting that we have a filipino class,,
but unluckily my prof. move it on monday..
so we decided to went to sm manila ,,
to have some bonding there
we went to quantum and sing there(lol)
it was so happy to be with them,,

after that we went to raja then,,
then open some topic to talk,,

when it was already 7pm we decided to go home,,
while we were walking shiela said that she will miss all of us,,
then i said stop it shiela dont be too emotional this time we still have 4 days to go,,
but she said what if it was our last??

then my tears started to fall down,,
then we hug each other,,
then i said to all of them,,
do you think we will still have time for each other when were in 2nd year,,
having different classmate and schedule??
hmm then they answered me we will find time for that,,
and set 1 day a week to see each other,, (emo)
haha!

hmm surely i will miss all the things were made,shared,do, in this school year,
i have a great time with them,,
they were my first ever barkada now that i was in college,,
the clossness,,
the happy and sad moments,,

*HAPPY STILL*

eto pa isa..

ayan kasama na si kathy..

eto tingnan nio ang pic,,

..shiela,kurt,yen(ako ung mukang white lady) allan..
ayan grabhe sila super makain ko na ang pulbos,,
hanep magpunas sa mukha ko,,

waaa ang aga ko gumising dahil sa pag aakalang merong politics,,

inaantok pa ko peo tumayo na ko,,

tapos wala naman plang gagawin,,

hush!walang PROF!!!

ang gnawa lang namen nag SURVEY..
para sa english,,

tas grabhe!

nakapaka iritable ko kanina,,
naiiirita ko dahil ewan haha,,

tapos
aiun nagpunta kme sa unyon sa AGP..

para magcharge ng cellphone haha!

tapos parang mga bata kung anu anung laro,,
anu ba un ung mei killer victim judge police,,
naun ko lang nalaro un,,
tapos naboring kase 4 lang kmeng naglalaro kea iniba namen,,

CHING CHING BANG WAAAA!
haha,,
nagiinarte pa una ung dalawang lalake ee,,
corny daw
haha peo nung tumagal aiun nakisali na sila,,

ang magkamali lalagyan ng pulbos sa mukha,,

haha,,
masaya naman ang araw na toh ,,!

parang ang bilis ng panahon,,
pasukan,,
wala pang kakilala,,
nangangapa sa ugali ng iba,,
tapos nabigyan ng chance na makilala ang isa't isa
nagkaroon ng new sets of friends,,

kasama sa lahat,,
araw araw ba naman ee,,
hehe,,
lakas ng mga trip..

mei tampuhan,,
asaran,,
kulitan,,
lahat lahat,,

haizt,,
tapos akala namen 4 yrs kmeng sama sama,,

but the saddest part is,, mag rereshuffle na,,
so goodbye friends??
haist

the best thing to do now was to cherish every moment that we were together,,,

sana puro happy moments muna..
1 week nalang,,
mag eend na ang class,,

haist,,

for sure i will miss all the things we've been doing when were together,,
kasama pag uwe..
ung mga care and concerns..
siguro pati ung mga kinaiinisan kung ugali nila mamimiss ko,,
sana kase wala ng reshuffle ee,,

haist,,

aiun lang naisip ko lang madami nanaman magbabago,,

ang hirap pa naman maghanap ng bagong makakasundo

Kadalasan nakakulong tayo sa alaala ng ating nakaraan
kung kaya't hinahanap natin sa iba ang mga katangian niya.

Lagi nating inaalala ang lahat ng bagay tungkol sa taong sobra nating minahal.

Minsan minamahal o nagugustuhan natin ang isang tao

sa kadahilanang mayroon silang pagkakapareho sa paguugali,kilos,maniarism,

hilig, at sa kung anu anu pang bagay sa taong dati nating minahal.

Kahit na natapos na ang lahat sa atin patuloy parin tayong naghahanap

ng taong katulad niya. Kahit gaano man natin kamahal ang isang tao

at ipinangako natin sa ating sarili na siya lamang ang ating mamahalin

habangbuhay.. mayroon mga pangakong napapako..

Minsan hinahap natin sa mga nagiging Bf/Gf ang mga dating ginagawa

ng ating past Bf/GF..

kung kaya't kahit sinasabi na natin sa ating sarili na nakalimutan na

natin siya masakit mang isipin naghahanap parin tayo ng tulad niya.

Mayroon paring pagkakataon na maiisip nating hindi na maiibabalik ang nakaraan

kahit gaano man kaganda ang naging pagsasamahan ito ay natapos din

kaya't ito ay mananatiling isang hindi malilimutang alaala.

Mayroon paring isang taong darating sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon

sa ating buhay na mamahalin pa tayo ng higit pa..

Kung kaya't huwag nating hayaan ang ating sarili na manatiling mabuhay

sa alaala ng nakaraan.Mayroon tayong mga pagkakamaling nagawa noon

na labis nating pinagsisisihan kaya't sana huwag na nating hayaang mangyari itong muli.

Huwag nating mahalin ang isang tao dahil lamang sa dahilang

nakikita natin sakanya ang taong minahal natin dati..

kundi ay mahalin natin sila kung ano sila at kung sino sila!

Huwag nating hanapin sa iba ang pagkukulang ng nakaraan.

nakoo naman ..
ganun ba talaga dapat pag mag bbday na??

nakoo naman,,
naiiyak ako,,,
kamalas malasan naman o..!

waaa naman asar,,
anu bang nagawa kung mali??
nyay ang drama ko na tuloi

kase naman ee,,
NAWALA UNG PHONE KO!!
UNG GLOBE!
waaaa naman ,,,
mei inaasan pa naman akong magttxt saken bukas tapos ganun,,
tapos nakalagay pa dun ung garfield kung lace,,(bigag pa un ni anu..ampf!!!)
nakoo naman,,
pati ung susi ng diary at laptop case ko nakalagay dun sa mei lace ng phone ko..
nakooo panu ko mabubuksan ung mga un???

kea nagun pinagchachagaan ko tung PC nakooo!

haist panu nga ba kase nawala un ee,,,
malai ko,,!
nakoo naman,,,
nababaliw na ko kakaisip kung panu.. ang mahalaga talaga dun ay ung LACE at SUSI ko!!
nakoo uhuhuhuhuuhuhu...

ang gandang gift naman saken nun..

im so sad..
kase malamang baka hindi na ko bigyan ng money ni mama at papa bukas
dahil sa pagkawala ng phone na un..
waaa sayang naman ..
nasira na ang bday ko dahil lang sa phone na un ammmp!!

FULL MOON pa..
anung konek!!
kea ang lakas nang topak ko ee!

hmm fri un ,,
trip trip lang,,
napilit akong sumali sa screening nung mr&ms CCMIT,,,
grabeh on the spot ..
walang auz auz,,
nde man lang nakapagprepared,,
alam mo kung bkit ko tinry???

haha,,
flirty ang gaga e,,
hmmm kase c marbin ung partner,,
cno bng aayaw dun dba??
minsan lang un,,
lahat ng nangyari that dat ay..
1ST TIME..
....sumali sa ganun screening
....rumampa ng walang alam
,,,sumali ng di prepared(habang ang ibang kasali ay todo make up at super ayos samantalang ako wla lang parang joke lang haha!)
...makapatner ang crush,,
...makausap xa..
...makasama maglakad in front of others,,
...magkaroon ng picture
...Q&A portion with him(haha na ako nagturo ng sasabihin nia)
...makatabi sa upuan at makausap ng bongang bonga! haha!
...nde mapili dahil sa height at body figure(haha!)

grabeh as in lahat ng 1st time un ha?
all in one day,,jan 30,2009 un..
mga kalokohan talaga,,
...haah natatawa talaga ko,,
nagawa ko un?? gaga kase e,, peo infairness nakakahiya din a,,
nagkaroon ako ng guts na sumali kahit alam kong im not qualified kase nde naman ako sexy, nde ako matangkad,, nde ako maganda,,, haha dala lang talaga ng emotion kea nangyari yon,,

unforgettable experience ba to??
o
most emarassing moment?? haha!

at first i thought that he was a snob guy,,
but started last night i proved that it was wrong..
totally wrong!!
'coz he was very nice,,
and handsome..

and to my surprise,,
we talk about ourselves,,
then,,
exchange numbers,,
then,,
he asked me.. if i could go with him on valentines day..
(when i heard that, i was really get shocked!! )
im not expecting that he would asked me that,,
to go in party with him,, that was so nice,,!
then i'll answered him that im not sure if i could go with him,,
then he said that he would fetch me up..
he was so gentleman,,
then i was really kinikilig na at that time,,

how i wish i could go with him..

mejo matagal pa naman ee so mapag iisipan ko pa,,