I know i am the one who has a problem. I feel so rejected everytime he says "no", "nextime","not now", "there's a time for it". Everytime we fought about my attitude I always told him that "get used to it!" . When in fact i am the one must do that. How many times did he refused? my fingers was not enough! if i count it. When will i really learn my lesson?,When will that thing sinks to my mind that "YEN don't ever asked him to stay with you!".I'll try to be nice to him and i'll try to hide my feelings from now. I swear to GOD i wont ever asked him to stay here even if how much i want to be with him coz i know that the answer would always be "NO". I always cry and my mood changes easily what the fuck!!!!. I felt i was a beggar asking for that thing whew!. OK OK OK enough for it yen. Dont asked him ever again, so that there would be no such feeling like that.
I thought when we became together i wont cry anymore. Well, I'am wrong I still cry because of him :'(.
I don't want him to be sad when i am acting like this. I don't to experience the when i was sate to this relationship. Coz i want it to last long but for now i stick to my decision I wont asked him to stay.
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I know i am the one who has a problem. I feel so rejected everytime he says "no", "nextime","not now", "there's a time for it". Everytime we fought about my attitude I always told him that "get used to it!" . When in fact i am the one must do that. How many times did he refused? my fingers was not enough! if i count it. When will i really learn my lesson?,When will that thing sinks to my mind that "YEN don't ever asked him to stay with you!".I'll try to be nice to him and i'll try to hide my feelings from now. I swear to GOD i wont ever asked him to stay here even if how much i want to be with him coz i know that the answer would always be "NO". I always cry and my mood changes easily what the fuck!!!!. I felt i was a beggar asking for that thing whew!. OK OK OK enough for it yen. Dont asked him ever again, so that there would be no such feeling like that.
I thought when we became together i wont cry anymore. Well, I'am wrong I still cry because of him :'(.
I don't want him to be sad when i am acting like this. I don't to experience the when i was sate to this relationship. Coz i want it to last long but for now i stick to my decision I wont asked him to stay.
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