I know i am the one who has a problem. I feel so rejected everytime he says "no", "nextime","not now", "there's a time for it". Everytime we fought about my attitude I always told him that "get used to it!" . When in fact i am the one must do that. How many times did he refused? my fingers was not enough! if i count it. When will i really learn my lesson?,When will that thing sinks to my mind that "YEN don't ever asked him to stay with you!".I'll try to be nice to him and i'll try to hide my feelings from now. I swear to GOD i wont ever asked him to stay here even if how much i want to be with him coz i know that the answer would always be "NO". I always cry and my mood changes easily what the fuck!!!!. I felt i was a beggar asking for that thing whew!. OK OK OK enough for it yen. Dont asked him ever again, so that there would be no such feeling like that.
I thought when we became together i wont cry anymore. Well, I'am wrong I still cry because of him :'(.
I don't want him to be sad when i am acting like this. I don't to experience the when i was sate to this relationship. Coz i want it to last long but for now i stick to my decision I wont asked him to stay.
Sinamahan ako ni Billy Nicart to get some receipt for my diploma and tor but unfortunately nasira ang system tsk tsk..Dun na rin kame naglunch infairness na miss ko ang food sa PUP Sisis + blue lemonade + Submarine ba un?
2nd Stop: SM Mall Of Asia - ICE SKATING
Yey natry din namin ang ang Ice Skating . Ilang beses ako napaupo dun a whahahah pero natuto naman infairness not bad on our first try. Semi bruise lang ang napala but super enjoy.Infairness ambilis natuto ni kio super enjoy!
3rd Stop: Nationa BookStore
we some books "teach yourself C" and "Kasusweldo pa lang, UBOS na?" for me then "HTML 5 and CSS#" for billy :) hehe for a change book mode :))
4th Stop: Denis The Grill Boy
sarap ng food pampabata whahaha lechon kawali + grilled liempo + friend lumpiang ubod + mais con yelo= burp!
5th Stop: TOM's WORLD
200php na token halos naubos dahil sa bear na un + nangangain na machines nila peke! nakakabadvibes kaya umalis na din .
6th Stop: COBO
for refreshing naman! pantangal stress kay toms world haha :))
Then uwian na hehee :) I super enjoy this day! Bukas ulit until MONDAY! :)
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I know i am the one who has a problem. I feel so rejected everytime he says "no", "nextime","not now", "there's a time for it". Everytime we fought about my attitude I always told him that "get used to it!" . When in fact i am the one must do that. How many times did he refused? my fingers was not enough! if i count it. When will i really learn my lesson?,When will that thing sinks to my mind that "YEN don't ever asked him to stay with you!".I'll try to be nice to him and i'll try to hide my feelings from now. I swear to GOD i wont ever asked him to stay here even if how much i want to be with him coz i know that the answer would always be "NO". I always cry and my mood changes easily what the fuck!!!!. I felt i was a beggar asking for that thing whew!. OK OK OK enough for it yen. Dont asked him ever again, so that there would be no such feeling like that.
I thought when we became together i wont cry anymore. Well, I'am wrong I still cry because of him :'(.
I don't want him to be sad when i am acting like this. I don't to experience the when i was sate to this relationship. Coz i want it to last long but for now i stick to my decision I wont asked him to stay.
Sinamahan ako ni Billy Nicart to get some receipt for my diploma and tor but unfortunately nasira ang system tsk tsk..Dun na rin kame naglunch infairness na miss ko ang food sa PUP Sisis + blue lemonade + Submarine ba un?
2nd Stop: SM Mall Of Asia - ICE SKATING
Yey natry din namin ang ang Ice Skating . Ilang beses ako napaupo dun a whahahah pero natuto naman infairness not bad on our first try. Semi bruise lang ang napala but super enjoy.Infairness ambilis natuto ni kio super enjoy!
3rd Stop: Nationa BookStore
we some books "teach yourself C" and "Kasusweldo pa lang, UBOS na?" for me then "HTML 5 and CSS#" for billy :) hehe for a change book mode :))
4th Stop: Denis The Grill Boy
sarap ng food pampabata whahaha lechon kawali + grilled liempo + friend lumpiang ubod + mais con yelo= burp!
5th Stop: TOM's WORLD
200php na token halos naubos dahil sa bear na un + nangangain na machines nila peke! nakakabadvibes kaya umalis na din .
6th Stop: COBO
for refreshing naman! pantangal stress kay toms world haha :))
Then uwian na hehee :) I super enjoy this day! Bukas ulit until MONDAY! :)
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