Live,love,Laugh

Everyone can make you happy in your life. Some do it by walking into your life. Each and everyone we met in life has its own purpose so when they stay be thankful and be happy. Learn to appreciate all the things they've done. Sometimes there are people who were always there for us. Ready to do everything just to make us happy and yet sometimes we tend to disregard those efforts because were busy looking and giving our attention to those people whose not worth it. I had a friend who told me this : When your asking help for GOD he always answers but its up to you if you will accept those helps his giving. Be open on everything sometimes you must first used your mind rather than your heart.
Well, i guess he's right there's a lot of my friends who's giving an advice and yet i didn't take it seriously. They want me to be happy every time. I was very thankful that i have those kind of person in my life. 

Some do it by walking out. We couldn't hold on to those things/person whose meant to just pass by in our life. Even how much we want them to stay with us but if were getting hurt maybe its time to step forward without them. Waling out onto someone's life was to hard but if it already needed then let it be. Life goes on . There are the kind of person who just taught us some lessons in life :)

Life seems to be unfair. I didn't expect to fall for someone like this. I usually play onto someone and yet karma comes back haha ! watta life,, I usually make someone cry but now i am the one who is crying all night because of the things i've done ohh well consequences are to follow haha,, Love makes me crazy.. and i hate it ,, I dont have any plan for falling this deep tsk tsk ,,, oh my gosh,, but i guess i need to stop and control my feelings now,,

I admit that no one has to be blame for what i am feeling right now . Ginusto ko to e,, ayan panindigan nalang! what the! There's a lot of times i told myself to stop.. kasi naman napaka loka loka pag ganito ,, ang hirap sobra.. dati i learned na wag maging masyadong ma pride but now sobra naman naubos na lahat ng pride ko o.0 grabe lang .

I feel so sad again?? i thought its over... eto ung kinakatakutan ng mga friends ko namaramdaman ko ee,, dahil matigas ang ulo ko go lang ako ng go,, tanga tanga lang ,, shet! di na ko to e,,
I dont deserve to be just an option fuck! tsk ngayon ko lang naramdaman to ,,

Why am i acting like this??? ako yung taong pag sinabi ko gagawin ko e,, kailangan bumalik yun ,, as in ngayon na ,,

what was the best solution for the feelings of mine right now,, IM SO STUPID!! i let myself fall for a wrong person ,, oh well thats life,, everything happens for a reason ,, and siguro para maramdaman ko yung feeling ng  masaktan ,, whew! what the fuck!!!!

yen wake up!! he's hurting you so much and yet you still let him??? your so stupid!

pero this time siguro i wont explain anything to him anymore ill just simple let go ,, and i think i dont want to be back again ,, iisipin ko nalang na his existence in mylife wont last long anymore,

when in fact nagawa ko na syang kalimutan dati and i know mas kaya kong gawin un ngayon ,, khit papano mahal ko pa naman ung sarili ko ,, ako din talaga ung nahihirapan sa mga katangahan ko ee,, bobita hinayaang mafall sa MAY GF pa ! hay nakoo yen your so hypocrite!  and STUPID STUPID STUPID!!

those smiles, care, and comfort hes giving,, grabe mas masakit ung consequence ng lahat ng un e grabe.!

When you're in pain, don't fight it, you'll just get exhausted. Remember what Shakespeare said, "Feel the pain until it hurts no more."

The original plan for this day was to go with aina for the overnight swimming. But the fact that it was rescheduled on Friday.  Kio and i decided to meet @ rob again.

Almost 2 pm kame nag- meet sa Rob at dumirecho na ako sa tom's world then we played there

1st Air Hockey (rematch daw) unfortunately ayon talo ulit ako"naka-chamba" ee, then baril- barilan chuchu, ung hulaan at ung fish then ung boxing chuchu..

Then lakad-lakad ... napunta kame sa department store kasi nga naghahanap ako ng gift for aina kaso wala akong maisip nakoo lang ang hirap mag isip ng gift pag close mo ang isang tao. FUNNY scene . 

After ng ilang minutes ng lakad-lakad he asked me kung saan ung movie world he want to see it daw.. then we ayun umakyat kame sa 4th floor movie world .. tingen - tingen  ng mga movies,, AVENGER.. AVENGER.. AVENGER ??? eeehh puro avenger?? haha! then he said "ano?" .. then sabi ko ikaw kung makaka-abot ka sa mint gora lang! then sabi nya bigla wit daw pasok sa mint sabay pakita ng text message na wala nga talaga ,, edi sabi ko gora tara!..

ayun punta kame sa cinema 5 .. then sabay bili ng 2SingleB (2 popcorn, 2 tj , 2 Sprite). while watching ayon konting chitchats..then kaen at grabe lang kala ko sakto lang ung popcorn pero para syang bottomless kasi patapos na yung movie meron padin tologo nomon! (share pa kame nun a?) oh diba di namen na keri ubusin?? haha :p... Ang ganda rin pala ng ganitong type ng movie kasi diba di naman talaga ako nanunuod ng action film ung mga gento ,, pero natuwa naman ako sa story astig much! Nakakatuwa ang "The Avengers"  cute much ni Capt. America at ni Thor!. Si hulk naman echosero lang ng powers! playtime! at si IRon Man astig na mayabang whahha! man of steel!.. Si loki super villain! Si blackwidow at hawkeye kala ko joke lang kasama pala talaga sila .. then Nick Fury of S.H.I.E.L.D. brings together a team of super humans to form The Avengers to help save the Earth from Loki and his army. Nagulat akong part nung naging incredible hulk si DR. and mixed emo nung nagkakagulo na sa "submarine na nalutang" haha :)) then FUNNY part ung last part kasi kala ko deds na si iron man ee isang sigaw lang ni hulk aun gising! haha :)) astig! All in all The movie was Great!

After ng movie.. lakad .. stop.. chitchat.. dun sa may sign na "please do not leave your children unattended" Family chuchu,, ibang tao, office works, etc,, lakad ulit then napadpad ulit kame sa toms world ayun 25 tokens ulit unfortunately UNAVAILABLE na si air hockey! so iba nalang tinry ko sayang! si BEAR nakoo! di naging 4 tokens then after nun ayun lakad ulit,, palabas ng rob.

9:08 na ako nakauwi sa bahay.. grabe lang 7hrs kameng magkasama ni kio! then bago pala bumama ng jeep

 CHOCOLATE :) hehe  then he said "wag daw paapekto" well thats the best thing to do! kelan kaya ulit magaganap to?? ang sagot ay mahiwagang " NEXT TIME " 

Ayun i really enjoyed this day much! I felt so much comfortable with him :)) and im happy that were friends :)

I took some pics of the remembrance he gave me :)

Photoshoot dapat to for graduating student ,,, since ggrad din naman daw kame this year late nga lang kasama parin daw kame ,, hmmm nakakagutom ,, kapagod,, nakakaenjoy but not totally kasi actually di ako natuwa sa pics ko >.< onti lang ,,