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hmm aiun kanina pagpasok ko grabe,, ,walang tao?? naisip ko SEMBREAK na nga pala ng karamihan kaya aiun,, 

sad ako kasi mei isang important person na bigla ku nalang lalayuan,, pero kelangan ee,, in due time eexplain ko din kung bakit,,naiyak talaga ko kaninang umaga promise ewan ko nga ba kung bakit,, pero diba mabait na ko kasi nag goodbye naman ako ng maayos at di bigla biglang umiwas,, diba diba mabait naman ako?

pero ok na rin un atleast maaga kung ginawa un at mei chance pa na bumalik sa dati,, onting time lang naman ee kumbaga tempory goodbye lang ,, parang ganun,, i do hope na sana ganun nga,,

hmm kanina sa skul i dunno di ako comportable kaya umuwi nlang ako ,, so ngaun dito ko nalang sa bahay gagawin tong system ill try my best,, waaa si jean kasi ee bat umuwi agad,,

sana bukas pumasa ang lahat sa OOAD,, i pray for it,, :)

**now i can use my fake smile**

hmm kelangan kung libangin sarili ko sa mga panahong to,, aun sumama ko kila erica happy naman nakasama ko sila inay at sila sila hehe :) nag enjoy naman ako..
ayoko ng isipin ung mga badtrip moments,, dami ko ng wrinkles ahahah :)

iisipin ko nalang masaya ko,,
masasanay din ako,, LOL haha :)


waaa grabe ang dami kong tawa sa mga comments nila lalo na ung kay aina ,, grabe alam ku ng ganun magiging comment pasaway hahah! :)

waaa grabe tong gabing to,,
tsk sabi ko na ee ayaw ko ng ganitong feeling,, nakakarma ba ko sa mga ginawa ko dati?
naiiyak ako,, bakit ganun? kung kelan feeling ko di na ko nagjojoke ,, then
papasok tong time na ganito,, tama talagang walang kung sino mang inaalala ee
para mas happy buhay.

Akala ko simple lang to, pero bkit nung sinabi niang iba,, ganun  nangyari ,,?
i hate it,, super i hate it,,
tama ung signs,, tamang tama,, buti nalang di ko sinabi salamat GOD you guide me,,

This was the last time na kakausapin ko xa (NO PM,NO TXT no anything)
--end of this crazy things--

this night feeling ko sobrang bumaba ung pride ko,,kasi nasabi ko na sa friends ko what i feel
then un nga ,,, kelangan ng tapusin ,, kelangan na,, kelangan na,,

but in the end happy parin ako at least maaga aga ko pang nalaman diba? GOOD for me parin nice bebe yen

10:14
10/19/2010

hmm kanina while i was on the bus ,,  i think of 3 signs.. SIGNS?? signs na kapag nangyari pede na,,
but i think sa mga nangyari sa araw na to,, tama na sigurong i stop ung feelings na un,, kung anu man un,, maniwala nalang sa signs na hinigi ko malay mo mas tama ngang sundin un diba?.. at least madali pang i-stop dahil naguumpisa palang ,,  1 of the signs di na ngyari,, panu kung mangyari pa ung 2 in the past few days?? carry pa kaya? hay nakoo,, natatawa talaga ko sa mga ngyayari ngaun,, ewan ko ba ? dala lang ng sitch kea ngkakaganto ko tama tama ?? tama hehehe :)

i really dont know how will i explain myself,, even i myself  can't understand why i am acting like this (STRANGE),, i hate this kind of feeling,, ayoko ng tipong nagkakanito just because of someone. oh no i think there is something wrong with me talaga,, tsk tsk,, oh no yen,, hmmm must stop this crazy thing right away,, (CRAZY talaga ung term ee nuh? kaloka naman kasi ee)

There's a lot of unusual things that happens within me kasi hay ewan ko nga ba,, auq na talaga,, auq na ,, bakit ganun ??

sana mei undo nuh?? haha :))


aiun uq na talaga ,, ill try my very best para maging ok ,, at bumalik sa dating ako na alang care to someone,, haha ! go yenpotz!(nyahahha chineer ang sarili tsk tsk)
 

Call time was 7pm in SM FAIRVIEW,, but,,it become 8:30pm tsk tsk,,

Typhoon JUAN was already in philippines ,,that's why some of our group members
didn't come for the reason that their parents didn't allow them to go because of the said typhoon.

We arrived at Derek's Residence at around 9pm. Hmmm,, were 10 there but there was only
1 laptop ,, OH MY GOSH!.. But that was the OVERNIGHT i really enjoyed a lot,, I really love
my groupmates they were all good, :) LOVE LOVE! (jean,paula,naomi,flor,pam,cam,marivic,janine,derek).

We talked,laughed,eat,take pics.. a nice sleepover bonding while doing the OOAD system ,, haha !
That was really great.. the fact that Derek was a gay ,, he was such a gentleman guy,, :) We had a lot of fun in that overnight,...

I LOVE IT!...

hmmm i think i sleep at around 3:30am then we woke up at around 5am,, Last night we decided that we must finished it at around 2pm so we could took some nap
before going to school but unfortunately jean was the only who is doing it at around 3:30am because we all fall a sleep.  We also planned that we will leave Derek's
House at 5 or 6 am,, because the scheduled defense was 7:30 am another but,,, we leave there at around 8:30,,

Hmmm While were having the defence ... we realized that there's a lot more things to add on our System,,,

Luckily FOR THE 3RD TIME,, it was moved on FRIDAY,,,

But i dunno if we could make it,,
Im still hoping ...

hmm wow pass nanaman ako sa math : LINEAR ALGEBRA AT STATISTICS,, weee,, masaya na ko dun dahil nakapasa ko ,, hehe :) pero hmmm kelan kea ako makakakuha ng matataas na grades sa math :) grabe pag nangyari un papamisa na ko ng bongang bongga weee

Hmm pag usapang math mei naalala ako : sabi ko dati nung 4th yr highschool ako Gusto ko pag naka boyfriend ako sa college ung magaling sa math,, kasi diba nakakatuwa ung mga taong magaling sa math,, but wala parin ngkakamali haha,,, ang dami kong friends na magaling sa math pero wala talaga ee..

hmmm ang math talaga oh,, 

I woke up early but theres a lot of thoughts running on my mind. First the FUNERAL SYSTEM for OOAD.. Our scheduled defense day was today but still it's incomplete. Then our WEB DEV website, today was the deadline for uploading on the web and yet there's a lot more to add,,

This was my first time to cry because of unfinished schoolworks. My tears just fall down while I was thinking of those things,,I am thinking what's wrong with me?? Is it about Time Management or maybe my effort on doing those things wasn't enough..

Then I went to school at around 10am..

I thought it would be a very bad day for the group2 ooad members,, but i could say GOD IS GREAT he won't let us down,, marx and kio asked mr.andres to reschedule the defense and luckily he agreed . That was really nice blessing,, then after that,, Jean talked to prof.Tan about our Soft Eng System and We're so lucky that she'd still gave us second chance for that system ,, I was really very happy at this moment,,

Then 8pm the exam started,, i wish i could pass it,, then after the exam .. Another lucky moment ,, Were done in webdev project,, wee i was really very very happy :)

This was such a great day..
1 DOWN!

love this day sooo much...

would i get a reward for it??

Makigulo sa mga classmate,, aiun ,, nawala onti ang aking stress,, nakakatuwa naman sila kausap at kalaro?? anu daw?? hmmm pero nakakatuwa sila ,, infairness improving,, dati dati wala akong nakakausap na classmate,, pero ngayon meron na ... nice nice yenpotz,.. hahaha!

O2jam aiun,, haha galing nilang maglaro nakakatuwa imbaness,, ako nga di ko masundan ee,, hahah :) ang kulets,, panandaliang pantangal stress


after all aiun pass naman sa webdev pero mei mga idadagdag pa..

GoD is great talaga,, he won't let me down,, nice,,


but still mei mga kelangan paring ayusin,, nakooo,,,

makukuha ko pa kea ung reward ko?? kahit mei kulang?? bawasan ko nalang kea???hmmmm
 kulang ata ako ng effort kea ngkaganun eee,,, idagdag pa ang TIME MANAGEMENT,...

nakakamiss ang mga panahong pa EASY EASY lang,, talaga naman oh,,



mejo ok naman ang araw na to.. pero mabigat padin feeling ko...
hahaizt..