Saturday, February 13, 2010

Went to many Places

0 comments Posted by yen at 11:18 PM

Early in the morning austin texted me that we will be going to NATIONAL LIBRARY for our research paper in Logic Design. So, we met at SM Manila then we go to National Library,,

We found a lot of Logic Design book,, but unfortunately,, bawal na daw magpa-photocopy dahil 4:30 na gosh! so we just read the book and scan some important imformation so that even though we couldn't photocopy the material we still read some information regarding our toapics,,


At aroung 5:00 pm we went back to Sm Manila because Austin wants to have a haircut. And i also want to spend 1 hr there after i go to H-plaza. Because of Austin ,, hmmm I also have a new haircut now,, gosh now i realized that it was too short.. but it was already cut,, so i can't do anything,,


Then Lastly i went to village Square,, i was late then because it started at around 6:30 but i went there at around 7:30 gosh! 1 hour late! but still it was fun.. it talks about seeking God first before doing anything else,, we must always prioritize God first,, we must belive in God.. and if were broken God is the only one who could fixed us because he was the one who created us. So eventhogh we dont have a partner right now,, we must give more time to God rather than finding our prince charmings,, we must build our selves completely first before finding our other half. So that when were already with God .. we are very much ready for the responsibility of having a partner. That was really fun ! i enjoyed it,,

 

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Friday, February 12, 2010

Bday celebration

0 comments Posted by yen at 11:31 PM

After of what happened last wednesday,,
Carla and I planned to have a joined celebration
for our birthday today,,

At first we planned not to attend Discrete Math
so that we could have more time to spent today,,
but jean don't want ,, so we still attend our Discrete
Math,.. After the class we hurriedly go down stairs

then we went to SM MANILA.

We went there at around 5:00 pm..
First we went to 'Karaoke Hub'
That was the first time i sung with
my classmates ,,(whew bago toh! hehe)
I sung out loud ,, i don't feel any shyness
with them,, weee! We sung as long as we want,,
then after that ,,
We went to Greenwich ... then we buy a Goldilocks
Wow! it was really like a birthday party,,
we're very happy eating and talking with each other
(I was get shock when roland christoper[my crush]
was one of the crew there gosh! natuwa naman ako!)
we're so full at that time ,, then we went to
KAMERA WORLD ,, nakakatawa talaga
todo ayos pa kame ahahha!
ang cute nung mga pics!

And this was my first time na masaraduhan ng SM
haha nagliligpit na sila andun pa din kame whahah
peo enjoy talaga ko,,

Event though my real birthday was ruined..
i still feel my happiness today,,
I was really thankful to my Friends
(Carla,Jean,Jem,Austin,Patricia)
It's true that we could get the happiness
that we couldn't get to our family with our
friends,,

IM VERY HAPPY

 

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Thursday, February 4, 2010

a VERy BAd Day

0 comments Posted by yen at 12:15 AM

tuesday morning.. i wake up early to go to school but..
there's a one thing that really spoiled up my day...
when i was going to get my "baon" my mother told me
a lot of things,, so i go upstairs and i decided not to attend my class
for today coz my mom didn't give me money..
when i was already upstairs .. sinundan nya ako
saying that if i didn't go to school for today
i wouldn't continue studying anymore,,
then papalayasin pa daw nia ako,,
so aiun pumasok ako ng walang baon..

while i was on a jeepney,, i really got a teary eyes,,
pinipigalan ko lang talaga ,,
grabeh ,, ewan ko ba,, porket ba malapit na ung bday
ko a ayaw nila ibigay ung hinihingi ko mag gagalit galitan sila ..
at ang masakit pa dun hindi nila ako binigyan ng baon..
pati ba naman un dinamay nila,,,
feeling ko tumatakas lang sila sa responsibility ee,, haiz,,,
ang sama sama talaga ng araw ko ,,
almost whole day ata akong nakasimangot ee,,

lunch lang ako kumain ,, at eto pa ,,
may araw nung nakauwi ako ng bahay ,,
pero shet!!! gabing gabi nung nakapasok ako piste!
alam ko masamang magalit sa nanay pero susko naman!
hindi o maexplain ng mabuti ung nafifeel ko
basta super sama ng loob ko at lagi nalang ako umiiyak,,

balde baldeng luha na nga ata ung naluha ko ee,, nakakapagod na ,,
pero wala akong magawa kasi kusang tumutulo ung luha ko ee,, ang hirap!
ang sakit ng sa kalooban grabeh!..

sana mawala na nga lang ako sa mundong ito ee
siguro madame na rin naman akong napag daanang problema ,,
sana tama na,, nung nagdadasal nga ako sinai ko kay BRO

"ready na ko papa GOD sobrang nahihirapan na po ako ee,,
alam ko naman na pag nawala na ako gagaan na ung buhay nila mama,
mawawalan na xa ng swail na anak, naging masaya na rin naman ako
sa almost 18 years na pag stay ko sa earth ee,, kaya ready na po ako,,
sana lang hanbang natuulog nalang ako ,, saka ninyo ako kunin"
ayan ung prayer ko kay BRO..

napakalungkot ko..

 

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Invisible Tears.

0 comments Posted by yen at 12:11 AM

Sa araw araw ng nag daan,,

ang daming bagong problema at pagsubok sa buhay

dapat harapin at matutong gumawa ng paraan to surpass all those things,,

but what if?? paulit ulit nalang ang mga nangyayari?

nakakasawa diba??

that's why sometimes i thought to just give up..

and the worst thing is ..

i just want to disappear in world just to get out in that situation,,

i know that what i thought was a form of escape from the reality

that life is really hard to handle..

i just want to disappear coz i know that when i wasn't here..

i know my Lost wasn't a big deal for those people who hate me,,

i know there's a lot of them. And that's a reason for them to celebrate,,

nakakaasar! kung anu anu na ang naiisip dahil ang gulo gulo ng utak ko..

emotionally i wasn't fine. i almost cried every night for the same reasons and lumalala pa dahil

nadadagdagan ng kung anu anu..

madali na kong maiinis at mairita this past few days!..

i just wish that even for a short time,,, i could go somewhere that is peaceful so that i could get some peace of mind

 

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Saturday, February 13, 2010

Went to many Places

Posted by yen at 11:18 PM 0 comments
Early in the morning austin texted me that we will be going to NATIONAL LIBRARY for our research paper in Logic Design. So, we met at SM Manila then we go to National Library,,

We found a lot of Logic Design book,, but unfortunately,, bawal na daw magpa-photocopy dahil 4:30 na gosh! so we just read the book and scan some important imformation so that even though we couldn't photocopy the material we still read some information regarding our toapics,,


At aroung 5:00 pm we went back to Sm Manila because Austin wants to have a haircut. And i also want to spend 1 hr there after i go to H-plaza. Because of Austin ,, hmmm I also have a new haircut now,, gosh now i realized that it was too short.. but it was already cut,, so i can't do anything,,


Then Lastly i went to village Square,, i was late then because it started at around 6:30 but i went there at around 7:30 gosh! 1 hour late! but still it was fun.. it talks about seeking God first before doing anything else,, we must always prioritize God first,, we must belive in God.. and if were broken God is the only one who could fixed us because he was the one who created us. So eventhogh we dont have a partner right now,, we must give more time to God rather than finding our prince charmings,, we must build our selves completely first before finding our other half. So that when were already with God .. we are very much ready for the responsibility of having a partner. That was really fun ! i enjoyed it,,
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Friday, February 12, 2010

Bday celebration

Posted by yen at 11:31 PM 0 comments
After of what happened last wednesday,,
Carla and I planned to have a joined celebration
for our birthday today,,

At first we planned not to attend Discrete Math
so that we could have more time to spent today,,
but jean don't want ,, so we still attend our Discrete
Math,.. After the class we hurriedly go down stairs

then we went to SM MANILA.

We went there at around 5:00 pm..
First we went to 'Karaoke Hub'
That was the first time i sung with
my classmates ,,(whew bago toh! hehe)
I sung out loud ,, i don't feel any shyness
with them,, weee! We sung as long as we want,,
then after that ,,
We went to Greenwich ... then we buy a Goldilocks
Wow! it was really like a birthday party,,
we're very happy eating and talking with each other
(I was get shock when roland christoper[my crush]
was one of the crew there gosh! natuwa naman ako!)
we're so full at that time ,, then we went to
KAMERA WORLD ,, nakakatawa talaga
todo ayos pa kame ahahha!
ang cute nung mga pics!

And this was my first time na masaraduhan ng SM
haha nagliligpit na sila andun pa din kame whahah
peo enjoy talaga ko,,

Event though my real birthday was ruined..
i still feel my happiness today,,
I was really thankful to my Friends
(Carla,Jean,Jem,Austin,Patricia)
It's true that we could get the happiness
that we couldn't get to our family with our
friends,,

IM VERY HAPPY
, ,

Thursday, February 4, 2010

a VERy BAd Day

Posted by yen at 12:15 AM 0 comments
tuesday morning.. i wake up early to go to school but..
there's a one thing that really spoiled up my day...
when i was going to get my "baon" my mother told me
a lot of things,, so i go upstairs and i decided not to attend my class
for today coz my mom didn't give me money..
when i was already upstairs .. sinundan nya ako
saying that if i didn't go to school for today
i wouldn't continue studying anymore,,
then papalayasin pa daw nia ako,,
so aiun pumasok ako ng walang baon..

while i was on a jeepney,, i really got a teary eyes,,
pinipigalan ko lang talaga ,,
grabeh ,, ewan ko ba,, porket ba malapit na ung bday
ko a ayaw nila ibigay ung hinihingi ko mag gagalit galitan sila ..
at ang masakit pa dun hindi nila ako binigyan ng baon..
pati ba naman un dinamay nila,,,
feeling ko tumatakas lang sila sa responsibility ee,, haiz,,,
ang sama sama talaga ng araw ko ,,
almost whole day ata akong nakasimangot ee,,

lunch lang ako kumain ,, at eto pa ,,
may araw nung nakauwi ako ng bahay ,,
pero shet!!! gabing gabi nung nakapasok ako piste!
alam ko masamang magalit sa nanay pero susko naman!
hindi o maexplain ng mabuti ung nafifeel ko
basta super sama ng loob ko at lagi nalang ako umiiyak,,

balde baldeng luha na nga ata ung naluha ko ee,, nakakapagod na ,,
pero wala akong magawa kasi kusang tumutulo ung luha ko ee,, ang hirap!
ang sakit ng sa kalooban grabeh!..

sana mawala na nga lang ako sa mundong ito ee
siguro madame na rin naman akong napag daanang problema ,,
sana tama na,, nung nagdadasal nga ako sinai ko kay BRO

"ready na ko papa GOD sobrang nahihirapan na po ako ee,,
alam ko naman na pag nawala na ako gagaan na ung buhay nila mama,
mawawalan na xa ng swail na anak, naging masaya na rin naman ako
sa almost 18 years na pag stay ko sa earth ee,, kaya ready na po ako,,
sana lang hanbang natuulog nalang ako ,, saka ninyo ako kunin"
ayan ung prayer ko kay BRO..

napakalungkot ko..

Invisible Tears.

Posted by yen at 12:11 AM 0 comments
Sa araw araw ng nag daan,,

ang daming bagong problema at pagsubok sa buhay

dapat harapin at matutong gumawa ng paraan to surpass all those things,,

but what if?? paulit ulit nalang ang mga nangyayari?

nakakasawa diba??

that's why sometimes i thought to just give up..

and the worst thing is ..

i just want to disappear in world just to get out in that situation,,

i know that what i thought was a form of escape from the reality

that life is really hard to handle..

i just want to disappear coz i know that when i wasn't here..

i know my Lost wasn't a big deal for those people who hate me,,

i know there's a lot of them. And that's a reason for them to celebrate,,

nakakaasar! kung anu anu na ang naiisip dahil ang gulo gulo ng utak ko..

emotionally i wasn't fine. i almost cried every night for the same reasons and lumalala pa dahil

nadadagdagan ng kung anu anu..

madali na kong maiinis at mairita this past few days!..

i just wish that even for a short time,,, i could go somewhere that is peaceful so that i could get some peace of mind
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